This is my first trip to Chennai, which is a very unforgettable one where I received so much love, met many new amazing people and learned new insights which impacted my life and changed me.

One of the most memorable nights during the conference was when we were praying for our own country on stage and Pastor Anton said to me that I am a holy child because I choose God which touches me because I am still struggling with my sins yet God sees me as holy as long as I truly repent before Him and go back to God each time I fail. Then God gave me the anointing to pray for the youths in Singapore, to be filled by God’s love because although most of us have parents but we are spiritual orphans because our parents are busy working and not with us most of the time, or maybe they are always with us but they never really show their love to us, resulting in children seeking love in the wrong ways. Most of us are using worldly love and pleasures to fill our voids which only God can fill, resulting in many people being unsatisfied with their lives, unsatisfied with their loved ones, unsatisfied with their jobs and etc because the world is limited and God is infinite. What God gives, the world cannot give. Being filled with God’s love is the only way to be changed from our sinful ways. My desire is that Singaporeans will experience and abide in the Father’s love, to become a holy country that reaches out and influences the other countries around us with what God has blessed us with. We Singaporeans are really very blessed but we need love. Though we are small, we can change the world by sharing our love and blessings.

One of the most precious things I gained from this trip is a heart of compassion, which is the Father’s heart. God gave me this heart when this little girl whom I love so much walked towards me, crying her lungs out during the conference and my heart just breaks for her where I hugged her tightly and kept telling her “I love you so much, you’re my precious, I am your Father, I have always been with you and I have never and will never leave you.” She cried for a long time and finally fell asleep in my arms where I wished that she would remain in my embrace forever and this is just like what God feels for every one of us. He loves us so much that His heart breaks deeply when He saw us going through hardships and how He longs to hold us in His arms and tell us how much He loves us and watching us fall sleep in His embrace. Until now I still misses the little girl and would pray for her each time I think of her. Thank You Father for showing me your love for us that is so wide and so passionate, that I am just in awe of your great love, how you love each and every one of us is just so amazing.

I miss Chennai so much and wishes to go back to visit them next year! The children there are so passionate and so different! They are full of smiles and always rushes to me to talk to me, hug me, play with me and dance with me(: Though they have a tragical past, they are full of hope for their future in Jesus Christ! Praise the Lord! You are the Father to the fatherless and the Hope to the hopeless!