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Chennai ICIC 2011 Reflections

2011-09-04T01:25:00.002+08:00

This is my first trip to Chennai, which is a very unforgettable one where I received so much love, met many new amazing people and learned new insights which impacted my life and changed me.

One of the most memorable nights during the conference was when we were praying for our own country on stage and Pastor Anton said to me that I am a holy child because I choose God which touches me because I am still struggling with my sins yet God sees me as holy as long as I truly repent before Him and go back to God each time I fail. Then God gave me the anointing to pray for the youths in Singapore, to be filled by God’s love because although most of us have parents but we are spiritual orphans because our parents are busy working and not with us most of the time, or maybe they are always with us but they never really show their love to us, resulting in children seeking love in the wrong ways. Most of us are using worldly love and pleasures to fill our voids which only God can fill, resulting in many people being unsatisfied with their lives, unsatisfied with their loved ones, unsatisfied with their jobs and etc because the world is limited and God is infinite. What God gives, the world cannot give. Being filled with God’s love is the only way to be changed from our sinful ways. My desire is that Singaporeans will experience and abide in the Father’s love, to become a holy country that reaches out and influences the other countries around us with what God has blessed us with. We Singaporeans are really very blessed but we need love. Though we are small, we can change the world by sharing our love and blessings.

One of the most precious things I gained from this trip is a heart of compassion, which is the Father’s heart. God gave me this heart when this little girl whom I love so much walked towards me, crying her lungs out during the conference and my heart just breaks for her where I hugged her tightly and kept telling her “I love you so much, you’re my precious, I am your Father, I have always been with you and I have never and will never leave you.” She cried for a long time and finally fell asleep in my arms where I wished that she would remain in my embrace forever and this is just like what God feels for every one of us. He loves us so much that His heart breaks deeply when He saw us going through hardships and how He longs to hold us in His arms and tell us how much He loves us and watching us fall sleep in His embrace. Until now I still misses the little girl and would pray for her each time I think of her. Thank You Father for showing me your love for us that is so wide and so passionate, that I am just in awe of your great love, how you love each and every one of us is just so amazing.

I miss Chennai so much and wishes to go back to visit them next year! The children there are so passionate and so different! They are full of smiles and always rushes to me to talk to me, hug me, play with me and dance with me(: Though they have a tragical past, they are full of hope for their future in Jesus Christ! Praise the Lord! You are the Father to the fatherless and the Hope to the hopeless!

I am His bride

2011-08-18T15:47:00.004+08:00

"I delight greatly in the Lord;
my soul rejoices in my God.
For He has clothed me with garments of salvation
and arrayed me in a robe of righteousness,
as a bridegroom adorns His head like a priest,
and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.
For as the soil makes the sprout come up
and a garden causes seeds to grow,
so the Sovereign Lord will make righteousness and praise spring up before all nations."
Isaiah 61:10-11

I am a bride of God. He loves me and adorns me. He fills my heart with His love and I will praise Him and sing of His love out of the abundence of His love (:

I love You Jesus

2011-08-18T12:49:00.003+08:00

My heart is just filled with thanksgiving and in awe of God and what He has done in my life right now. Who am I Lord? That you are mindful of me and that you hear all my prayers and seen all my struggles to live holy for You.You saved me from all evil and has set me apart to live holy for You. You have put people with fire in my life to set me up on fire and my heart is burning for You right now. Yes God keep me burning as I abide and stand firm in Your Word so that I will not be shaken. Teach me Your Word oh Lord. Help me to understand Your Word because my peace comes from you, My identity is in you, My joy, my hope and my everything is in You and in Your Word. I love you so much!

Out live my life

2011-08-07T01:23:00.002+08:00

Praise God! Praise God! Let everything that has breath praise the Lord!

This year's festival of praise is just awesome! Jesus is magnified and glorified in Singapore as the churches come together and worship Him as one. Oh how I wish FOP is not just 2 days! God loves to see His children coming together in a big reunion and it's such a happy occasion for the family of Christ to be united together with our Father God and to be in His glory.

The message shared by John Bevere about extraordinary life in God's grace is just exactly what God is teaching me recently! Praise God!

I have been asking God to remove my weakness but He told me that "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 2 Corinthians 12: 9

God's grace is all that I need and I will cry out for your grace to be upon me whenever I am weak for when I am weak, I will be empowered.

Just 3 days ago, I was reminded that my name Jessie means God's grace/gift in Hebrew. Thank God for giving me the faith and reminder that I'm living by your grace. Oh God I pray that You will do a quick work in me, that I will change from living ordinary to extraordinary.

I'm so excited to continue to be in His mighty presence the next 10 days in India! Yah!

A passionate life-Respiration

2011-07-30T12:39:00.003+08:00

Respiration: The chemical breakdown of complex organic substances, such as carbohydrates and fats, that takes place in the cells and tissues of animals and plants, during which energy is released and carbon dioxide produced

Every cell in our bodies has built-in "powerhouses" called mitchondria that releases energy. These powerhouses depend on oxygen brought into the body through breathing. So breathing is absolutely necessary for respiration to take place, and the respiration process is essential for energy to be released so the body can function and take another breath

The Hebrew word God pours our His Spirit is the same as God breathes on His people. God's Spirit is the same as His breath. In the same way our breathing oxygen releases energy in our bodies, God's breathing into us releases the energy of His Spirit in our lives. God breathed into a lump of clay and Adam came to life. We need God to breathe into us and give us life.

Prayer is the breath of God filling us up again. We need to breathe deeply of the breathe of God. In doing so, we will discover that the energy of God to complete the task at hand is released within us.

Marathon runners has developed a discipline in breathing. A natural, deep breath refreshes the runner's entire body with every inhalation, and clears the lungs with every exhalation.

Walking with God should be automatic as the respiratory process. We walk and breathe at the same time without thinking about breathing! Thus we need to learn what it means to walk in the Spirit.

Dear Father I long to be spiritually fit, I want to run after You. And I know that I have to learn to breathe deeply of Your breath to be a spiritual marathon runner.

The church receives Your Word

2011-07-20T08:48:00.002+08:00

Dear Lord yesterday You spoke to us that as long as we believe in You, You will turn our water into wine. Yes God the church receives Your Word for us and here we are, humbly ourselves to be your vessel, God we want to see Your miracles in us, we want to see our water turned into wine and yes we believe it's happening now! Thank You Lord for not looking down at how little we have. We may have little resources, little talents but we have BIG faith in You for You are a BIG GOD!

Use our little talents, our little resources to bless Your people we pray. We want to see revival, we want to see the church being filled up with people and that we will then need a much bigger building for the huge number of people. Oh God hear our prayers, we wanna see Your Name lifted up in our church, in our lives. We will not stop praying, we will not stop filling ourselves with waters for you to turn into wine. We will pray, we will be faithful in the small things and You will give us bigger things. Thank You Lord! Use all of us for Your Kingdom! AMEN!

Have Big Visions for our GOD is a Big GOD!

Repentance and Belief

2011-07-19T14:21:00.002+08:00

Many times when I sinned against God, I was just stucked at the feeling of guilt and feeling all disappointed with myself but I didn't believe that God can change something evil into something good.

Just like the prodigal son, God wants us to come back to His embrace each time we fail because He is a compassionate Father. He is filled with joy each time we go back to Him and He celebrates our return(:

So don't be afraid of meeting failures, don't be afraid to make mistakes. Just repent and God will forgive us. It is only at times when we fail, that we learn and change for the better. It is only when we fail that we can taste the mercy and love of our Father(:
"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9

The repentance and belief model (A passionate life)

The 3 stages of repentance:
Observe- Observe your reactions that is ungodly
Reflect- Reflect upon the cause of you reacting this way (emptiness/insecurities etc)
Discuss- Get people involved. Discussion and asking qns are parts of learning

The 3 stages of belief:
Plan- We sin usually is because we have used someone or something as a substitute for God. Thus we need to plan a strategy for recognizing the feelings that lead us to embrace that behaviour so that you can react in a proper way. i.e if shopping is our habit, make a plan to only buy necessities and let God fill the emptiness.
Account-For the plan to be effective, we need at least 1 person to hold accountable to it cos it's easy to cheat if no one else knows.
Act-Faith comes to the surface and produces action! (:

Repentance and belief is the way to the kingdom! (:

I just wanna praise Your Name

2011-07-15T11:20:00.003+08:00

Praise God! Praise God!!

Indeed His timing is perfect! (Refer to last few posts)
He has revealed His plans for me and my heart is filled with joy and I just wanna praise His name!:D

Can't wait to start working at SACH!(:

My God holds the universe in His hands still He cares for me
My God is mighty like no other still He loves me, still He loves me
I just wanna praise Your name
Jesus You are my strong and mighty tower
I just wanna praise Your name
Amazing love, never fails to touch me
I just wanna praise Your name, I just wanna praise Your name

Revival starts with love

2011-06-26T01:41:00.002+08:00

Though nothing that seems very significant happened these 2 days, hearts are changed, filled once again by the love of God. Though from humans' eyes, it seems like revival is not here yet but no, revival is already here! It came! And if we continue in being faithful in doing what God has placed before us, God will placed greater things in our lives. Revival has started and it will grow and grow and GROW!:D

More love--> more power--> REVIVAL!

崔嘉眙！不要弃馁！要每天不停地为复兴祷告！祷告更多爱灵魂的心！

The best personality test!:D

2011-06-05T19:28:00.002+08:00

ENFP - "Journalist". Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population.

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Type 1	Perfectionism	43%
Type 2	Helpfulness	50%
Type 3	Image Awareness	73%
Type 4	Sensitivity	40%
Type 5	Detachment	30%
Type 6	Anxiety	36%
Type 7	Adventurousness	66%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	20%
Type 9	Calmness	66%

Your main type is 3
Your variant is sexual

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3THE ACHIEVEREnneagram Type Three

The Success-Oriented, Pragmatic Type:Adaptable, Excelling, Driven, and Image-Conscious
En Español: Tipo de Personalidad Tres, El Triunfador
In het Nederlands: Persoonlijkheidstype Drie, de Presteerder
For more about the meaning of the arrows, see below.

Type Three in Brief
Threes are self-assured, attractive, and charming. Ambitious, competent, and energetic, they can also be status-conscious and highly driven for advancement. They are diplomatic and poised, but can also be overly concerned with their image and what others think of them. They typically have problems with workaholism and competitiveness. At their Best: self-accepting, authentic, everything they seem to be—role models who inspire others.
Basic Fear: Of being worthless
Basic Desire: To feel valuable and worthwhile
Enneagram Three with a Two-Wing: "The Charmer"
Enneagram Three with a Four-Wing: "The Professional"
Key Motivations: Want to be affirmed, to distinguish themselves from others, to have attention, to be admired, and to impress others.

Type Seven in Brief
Sevens are extroverted, optimistic, versatile, and spontaneous. Playful, high-spirited, and practical, they can also misapply their many talents, becoming over- extended, scattered, and undisciplined. They constantly seek new and exciting experiences, but can become distracted and exhausted by staying on the go. They typically have problems with impatience and impulsiveness. At their Best: they focus their talents on worthwhile goals, becoming appreciative, joyous, and satisfied.
Basic Fear: Of being deprived and in pain
Basic Desire: To be satisfied and content—to have their needs fulfilled
Enneagram Seven with a Six-Wing: "The Entertainer"
Enneagram Seven with an Eight-Wing: "The Realist"
Key Motivations: Want to maintain their freedom and happiness, to avoid missing out on worthwhile experiences, to keep themselves excited and occupied, to avoid and discharge pain.

Type Nine in Brief
Nines are accepting, trusting, and stable. They are usually creative, optimistic, and supportive, but can also be too willing to go along with others to keep the peace. They want everything to go smoothly and be without conflict, but they can also tend to be complacent, simplifying problems and minimizing anything upsetting. They typically have problems with inertia and stubbornness. At their Best: indomitable and all-embracing, they are able to bring people together and heal conflicts.
Basic Fear: Of loss and separation
Basic Desire: To have inner stability "peace of mind"
Enneagram Nine with an Eight-Wing: "The Referee"
Enneagram Nine with a One-Wing: "The Dreamer"
Key Motivations: Want to create harmony in their environment, to avoid conflicts and tension, to preserve things as they are, to resist whatever would upset or disturb them.

God's timing is perfect

2011-06-01T00:31:00.003+08:00

I got impatient with my life. I got impatient with God. I prayed but I hear nothing. However, He showed me that His timing is perfect. Though things are the same, I still have no answer, I have peace because I know that He will reveal to me at the right time(:

I still love You no matter what(:

Learning to forgive myself everyday

2011-05-28T12:14:00.003+08:00

Many times in life I don't know what to do to make the best decision, or maybe a right decision. Sometimes I ended up not making any decision for the fear of the consequence but that's the worst decision. Life is not about trying to be perfect because you will put in all your effort and at the end of the day, find out that you're still imperfect and maybe you won't wanna do anything again. The truth is, God loves us with our imperfections! YAY! Many times when we hear the phase Jesus loves you, we thought yeah maybe he loves my good grades, he loves my diligence but not my impatience, my bad habits... If we think this way, we underestimated the wideness and the depth of God's infinite love! Yes though God doesn't love sin, it doesn't mean that He doesn't love us when we sin. In fact God loves sinners! Jesus said He come not to condemn our sins but to forgive our sins. Jesus didn't come to stay with the Pharisees who think that they are holy but Jesus dwell among the sinners, the tax collectors. So all we need to do is to come before God, confess our sins and God will forgive all our sins. Life is all about forgiveness because no one is perfect, so everyone needs forgiveness. I found out that very importantly, we need to forgive ourselves. Yes God is always ready to forgive us, but many times we are the ones who are condemning ourselves. We say to ourselves,"I'm not as good as her! I am the slowest learner! I hate myself for being so sensitive! I wish I could have more of this and less of that..." If we're always living in self condemnation, we'll never be happy and will never experience the goodness that God has put in our lives. We need to learn to appreciate our goodness and forgive ourselves for our weakness, trusting that God has already forgiven us and that His grace is sufficient for us in our weakness. David is a man furthest away from perfection. He stole a man's wife, he murdered an innocent man. Yet God said David is a man after His heart. What is so special about this man? The Psalms of David is full praises of God's great love and forgiveness. David trusted in God's love and forgiveness. David didn't dwell in his mistakes. He focused on the goodness of God. I am once again reminded of the song,"Amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me..." I'm a sinner but because of His grace I can be free. Because of His forgiveness, I can forgive myself and others and be who I am. YEAH!!!~~~~

Gifts

2011-02-23T13:59:00.001+08:00

Everyone has many gifts. Use them to sow love and to give hope, to shine light and to spread joy. Give to yourself and give to others. There is an endless spring where they come from.

Lord I Surrender in 'Selah'

2011-02-20T15:37:00.000+08:00

You gave me your all and the least that I can give is to give you my all.

Search me O' Lord
And seek out my heart
Surround me with Your Spirit
And never be apart
O' where can I go from Your Spirit
And where can I go from Your presence
As high as the heavens to the deepest sea
O' Lord, You are there
Chorus:
How great is Your love and Your mercy for me
With every breath I take I will worship
Lead my way, I prayLord I surrender
How awesome Your presence
Your glory I see
I bow down before You in worship
I will wait on You
Lord I surrender

Riding on the emotion roller coaster

2011-02-20T14:54:00.005+08:00

It has been days of emotions roller coaster... I got a big blow in my life that hit me down to the bottom of the pit. Literally. It's really depressing whenever I think about it. It's like a dashed dream of 7years... I thought I've let go but I didn't. However, I'm thankful that God allowed me to go through this and face my emotions. He allowed this cos He knew that I haven't let go... And He wants me to let go so that I can trust and surrender to Him completely and just yearn for Him because He's the best and He has the best in store for me(: It's like He can't give me something better if I keep holding on to what I thought is the best... Trusting in His word makes me happy:D This incident makes me depend on the Lord even more than before. Though it has been a struggle of dwelling in my emotions or in the Lord, God is always with me and leads me to victory. This saddening period makes me yearn for God even more cos only He can fill the emptiness in me and I'm just so happy to be in His presence and to feel His love for me(: The best thing is that He's with me and He has given me 2 precious weapons to fight against my emotions and they are His words and music/singing/praises/. They bring me up to the sky!! IloveGODttm!!

Pass on the love that you have received

2011-01-28T16:43:00.001+08:00

If you hoard love, it melts away.
If you lock love, it breaks free.
If you grab on to love, you end up holding an illusion.
When you let love flower in its own way, it stays to support you.
When you pass on love, it multiplies beyond measure.

A christian's commitment to Health and Fitness

2011-01-20T22:54:00.003+08:00

Great insights from the living life book, January issue! :D

"You were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body." (1 Cor. 6:20)

The top New Year's resolutions are often to lose weight or start exercising but research has shown that less than 50% pan out which means our resolutions made for this year has 50% chance of failure! BUT! With the right motivation, you will be able to keep your commitment to good physical condition!(:

It is biblical to keep your body healthy!

Many christians think that we don't have to bother so much about what we eat because we trust that God will protect us from diseases, or that it's ok to have a shorter live from unhealthy lifestyle since we're going heaven sooner or later or more commonly we might think that we should focus on spiritual things, not physical cos physical things are too worldly. I used to have this misconception too, that keeping fit is because people are afraid of death.

However, I learned that there is a direct correlation between the condition of a spiritual life and a physical body. For instance, Proverbs 3:7-8 says that fearing God and keeping ourselves pure will "bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones." Thus if we fear God, knowing that our body is His temple, we will take extra care in what we eat and to keep ourselves healthy to honor and serve the Lord with our bodies.

Also, the Apostle John offers a greeting, wishing wellbeing by stating, "I pray that you may enjoy good health and that all may go well with you, even as your soul is getting along" (3 John 1:2). Moreover, we know that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, that we are not our own (1 Cor 6:19) and that destroying His temple is a sin (1 Cor 3:17). Our bodies are not ours to do with as we please, they are God's temples are He bought with Jesus' blood; thus it is crucial that we take good care of them.

Furthermore, The Apostle Paul makes references to sports to demonstrate the connection between physical and the spiritual. For instance, he shows that both fitness and godliness can be achieved through discipline: "Train yourself to be godly. For physical training is of some value, but godliness has value for all things, holding promise for both the present life and the life to come" (1 Tim 4:7-8) The commitment to health and fitness ought be be fueled by the motivation to glorify God: "So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God" (1 Cor 10:31).

Now, with the right motivation and purpose, here are some tips to health and wellbeing for 2011!

1) The gym/your team is your mission field

Think of the fitness center as the place to connect with unbelievers. Through the years, I've made many great friends through table-tennis and volleyball. Sports create great opportunities to bond and to share God's love(:

2) Change your prayers

What do you pray for before you eat a meal? Of course, we ought to give thanks to God for His provision and grace. But the next time before you eat, what about praying that whether you eat or drink you do it for the glory of the Lord? Pray that you would control yourself from overeating. Keep yourself away from fast foods or quick fixes. Eat healthy food!

3) Develop a lifestyle of wellbeing

Make it a habit to eat well and exercise. Almost like not having your teeth brushed or your QT done, not being active ought to trigger something inside you. Seek accountability with someone who will motivate you to maintain healthy eating habits. Walk up stairs instead of taking the elevator(but not for my case cos I live on the 25th floor!). Refrain from liquid calories!!! Force yourself to make time for the gym or do some activities!!!

Your love is a gift to the world

2011-01-17T13:33:00.004+08:00

Let your love radiate out to all you meet.
Let your love touch the hearts of people you don't even know.
Let your love reach to the far corners of the earth.
Love is what is saving the world.
Love is what the world needs and
God is love

I really want to go Chennai very much!! Destiny music has been invited over to lead worship for a conference to be held there in August and I'm really glad that I can go with Destiny! :D
This has been in my heart for a long time, to go outreach to children in India slump areas, and I'm glad and I believe that God will fulfill this desire for me though I do not know what and where I will be working at after I graduate in march, I agreed to Destiny that I'm going Chennai with them!

Love is getting out of my comfort zone
Love is sharing with others my blessings
Love is seeking the benefits of others
Love is putting others before myself
Love is the best gift on earth which is from God.
We love because God first loved us.

What touches me about the christian children in India is that they pray and fast for 40days before the annual conferences for revivial to be in their land! They're just kids! Though Singapore is such an advanced country but sad to say, other countries are much more advanced than us spiritually...

I want to start by loving my own country, my own church, my own family and friends

Ahabah Pistis

2011-01-01T17:47:00.002+08:00

Faith is supernatural. Faith is a spirit, it is an attitude. It is a confidence of heart that stands God's unwavering Word. Faith is what God responds to. Faith pleases God.

Without faith, nothing can happen; with faith, anything can happen. Faith moves God to action. Faith moves mountains and makes the impossible possible.

"So then faith comes from hearing, and hearing by the word of God" Romans 10:17

The foundation of faith is the word of God. Without hearing the word of God, we cannot have faith in God. The word of God is eternal, unchanging truth. It is firm, it is sure, it can be trusted and it is powerful.

Thank God for the great experience of faith in the Ahabah Pistis youth camp. I experienced the supernatural work of God by praying to Him with a spirit of confidence where lost luggage was found, zh managed to get his passport renewed and got a flight to join us the next day and the heavy downpour stopped miraculously immediately after we prayed. God is indeed good and true. He works with our faith!:D

I experienced love in the camp too! Love is not a feeling. Love is patience, love is forgiving, love is putting others before yourself and God is love. Our love comes from God. We have limited love but God's love is unlimited, is everlasting. We are all sinners and need forgiveness. We need God's love. I'm glad that we prayed together in God's love and we chose to forgive one another in GOd's love(:

Forgiveness restores relationships(:

Forgive = love = God

Choose to forgive = choose to love = choose God(:

Thank God for the renewed faith and love for this new year!

Happy Holidayz

2010-12-30T11:02:00.007+08:00

These 2 weeks have been really fruitful and enjoyable with God and my beloved family and friends(:

Starting from the 17th and 18th christmas event, our hard work all these months have finally paid off! It was so rewarding to see so many people receiving Christ especially on the 18th! Even if only 1 person received Christ, our efforts were worth it because each and single soul is very priceless and precious!! The times spent together dancing, praying and crapping around were really enjoyable. Really thankful to God for this opportunity to serve together with renewal church as a big family(: Looking forward to seeing everyone again!(:

On the 20th, shuiting and I were really honored to dance for the Lord with Destiny outside ion! Thank God for the opportunity once again and giving us a good weather(: Thank God for our wonderful church friends who came down to support us too!!!(:

Christmas this year was very special spent in Surabaya with En youth! It was an eye-opener to see such a grand Christmas performance in Mawar Sharon church(: I'm so glad to met so many new friends from Surabaya too! They're friendly and treated us with superb hospitality! They shopped around with us to help us bargain, reserved best seats for us for the best view to watch the performance, brought us to eat nice food and even reach our hotel at 4am to send us back to the airport!!! I also enjoyed spending the Christmas with the En youth. It was so high high high!!! Hahaha. Thanks everyone for the great time together(: Though there were sad times too, I'm glad that we prayed together and we chose to love and forgive one another(:

28th went to tseyun house for NAS table tennis gathering and we played monopoly deal. Hahaha. It has been a long time since I've seen them and so glad to meet up with them especially Huiying!!! My closest senior(: I miss her! Stayed over at tseyun house to jog at ECP the next day. Haha. It's our first time training together for the sundown marathon next may! We jogged 5km altogether with a break in between. Our next goal is to jog 7km without break:x

29th met up with the girls for dinner. Thank God I'm still not sick yet:x Was having running nose and sore throat a few days before... We went to the angels cafe @PS! There were many many many angels around!! hahahaha. It was a great catch'up!(: Miss all of the gals! We seldom meet up:( Hopefully we'll have more time together next year!!!:D

Christmas is such a joyous occasion because we can spend time with our beloved family and friends... However, not to forget that the main reason why we can be so happy is because Jesus came to earth 2010years ago to die on the cross for us so that we do not have to die, for the consequence of sin is death and everyone is a sinner... So now that we can enter heaven, it gives us all the reasons to be happy!!!!(:

You Hold Me Now

VERSE 1:
On that day when I see
All that You have for me
When I see You face to face
There surrounded by Your grace
All my fears swept away
In the light of Your embrace
Where Your love is all I need
And forever I am free

PRE CHORUS 1:
Where the streets are made of gold
In Your presence healed and whole
Let the songs of heaven
Rise to You alone

CHORUS:
No weeping no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now
You hold me now

VERSE 2:
In this life I will stand
Through my joy and my pain
Knowing there's a greater day
There's a hope that never fails
Where Your Name is lifted high
And forever praises rise
For the glory of Your Name
I'm believing for the day

PRE CHORUS 2:
Where the wars and violence cease
All creation lives in peace
Let the songs of heaven
Rise to You alone

BRIDGE:
For eternity
All my heart will give
All the glory to Your Name

About me:D

2010-12-16T13:49:00.006+08:00

The following are just some questions that Wendy's friend asked for her FYP as she's doing a project about sisters(:

Hobbies:

Ok first I LOVE TO DANCE! Especially hip hop and contemp dance cos I can put my feelings into it and dancing just makes me feel damn good! Love the feeling of moving and controlling every muscles of my body the way I want! And I think dancing is a great way of expressing myself and my emotions cos action speaks louder than words i guess... haha! However, I love to dance for my DADDY IN HEAVEN THE MOST! I'm filled with so much joy whenever I dance for Him because I know He enjoys it. He's the most enjoying and supporting audience!

I dance almost every weekend in church and attends hip hop class weekly at True Fitness(:

Other than dance, I love to play sports especially table tennis and volleyball and swimming occasionally. I have been training table tennis in school since primary 2(cos my eldest sister was the star player in sch that time so the teacher thought that I have the same genes as my sis and asked me to join too.. but she was wrong. hahaha!!!) I'm still playing competitively in NYP now. And I'm better than my eldest sis now cos I trained for 13years!!! Hahaha. I play table tennis occasionally for leisure with my eldest sis and other church friends in church occasionally(: I play volleyball leisurely with my secondary school friends. We used to play almost everyday after school during secondary school days and would play at sentosa sometimes... now we seldom play... but I still like the sport(: I play occasionally with my younger sister now. I'm so glad that she joined St Hilda's volleyball for a few months. Though she wasn't up to the competition standard of her school, we can play together leisurely and most importantly, she likes the sport too!:D Playing table tennis and volleyball strengthen the bonds between me and my sisters and friends:D
I love being active.. It makes me feel so ALIVE!!:D

My eldest sister is a very cool drum teacher and drummer in our church. She inspired me to become a drummer too(SHE INSPIRES ME ALOT IN MY LIFE:)) cos I love the challenge in training my hands and legs to coordinate, to increase my maximum wrist and feet movement speed and endurance. I love drums because it creates groove and adds excitement to a song thus it's a great tool to express the feeling of the song which imparts to the listener(:

Things I like doing to my sisters:

I love to hug them!!! And I hug them real tight! Hugging them warms my heart to the max!!! Just a hug will chase my blues away which no outsider can give. Maybe because

sisters are always closer to the heart(:

Things I do when I'm really bored:
Read a good book/Go for a run/sms someone/sleep/watch a movie/facebooking

What do you like collecting?
Collect letters and cards?

Favourite hang out place:
starbucks/coffee bean/beach/library(just kidding!)

what are the different things you do with each of the sisters, or all of you do things together?
Actually I enjoy doing anything with all my sisters because I'm happy and carefree as long as I'm with them because I can just be myself and they know me so well and they accept me the way I am(: They may be intolerant of me sometimes but we'll still laugh together or hug and kiss each other after a few minutes:D

I enjoy shopping with my eldest sis most cos we have similar taste and she's not indecisive like my 2nd sis. I enjoy chilling with my 2nd sis cos she can crap alot with me and i can still gain some insights from her crap. I enjoy doing crazy things with her like doing slow motions at raffles city, taking photoshoots on the airport terminal 3 counters and in the middle of the road, dancing chio bibi... Lastly, I enjoy studying outside with my meimei and just slacking around with her(: She's my study and volleyball pal:D

Things you hate eating:
I love food!

Little things you dislike having:
having pms and new pimples on my face

what is the thing your sis do to you that you dislike?
When my eldest sis talking becomes too dry. When my 2nd sis becomes too crazy and when she makes the house messy(almost all the time) and when she cares more about the computer than about me:( When my younger sister talks to ants, wear my clothes without asking and talks like disney channel kids

which is the sister you wish to marry off first?
My 2nd sister!! So that the house will be much neater and will have much more space!!!

I LOVE MY SISTERS! THEY MADE ME THE WAY I AM NOW AND THEY"RE ALL PRECIOUS GEMS IN MY LIFE:D I THANK MY FATHER IN HEAVEN FOR GIVING ME 3 b BEAUTIFUL GEMS!!!:D

Auntie Annie

2010-09-02T10:21:00.006+08:00

A few mins ago I received a text saying that Auntie Annie has just passed away. I was shocked. I was looking forward to seeing her again. I was excited to see her being healed and able to walk again. I was full of faith that God will heal her. So I asked God why. I didn't get an answer. But I believe that God is in control and He is a good God. I believe everything happens for a good purpose. Though I was disappointed but now I thank God that I managed to see her for the first and last time(long story) before she pass away... I have no regrets and so thankful that I took a coach 6 hrs there and back with my mum to see her, encourage her, pray for her and sing to her though I have an exam paper the next day. It was a really heartfelt moment. I loved her though it was my 1st time seeing her. I believe it was God's love in me and I'm so glad and honored to be a vessel used by God to demonstrate His love for Auntie Annie. I believe that she went with peace and faith in her heart and she's now dancing and jumping about, praising God in her newly created perfect body in heaven!!!:D :D I think God loves her so much that He can't wait to bring her to heaven with Him:D

As for Uncle Michael, the youngest in the family, who has been taking care of her, changing diapers for her, bathe her, massage her swollen legs, help her up in bed and etc... I really admire his love for his sister. Though he's devastated now over Annie's death, I believe that this is a blessing in disguise. I believe God knows that he's tired of carrying such a heavy burden of being the sole breadwinner of his family of 2 small kids aged 4 years old and 2 months old each, a wife, a mother, a mother-in-law and a bedridden sister who needs total dependency on her daily life. Oh did I mention that Uncle Michael has just accepted Christ last sunday? Hooray! He went to church initially to send my grandma, my mum and me there but he ended up receiving Christ! Praise the Lord. It was a beautiful thing to witness(: The only one among all the siblings who refused to believe in Christ is now a believer!

God is working in this house. I wanna go back again this weekend if I can. God You lead the way and bless this house in Jesus name I pray, amen!

Cheerful Auntie Annie(:

Handsome boy(:

Cute baby(:

Handsome Matthew, aged 4 and cute baby Marcus, aged 2 months

Awwww... (:

One life, one love, one desire... This is my life

2010-08-22T20:31:00.005+08:00

"Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire but you...
It is good to be near God." Psalms 73:25-28

"How lovely is your dwelling place, O Lord Almighty!
My soul yearns, even faints for the courts of the Lord;
my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God." Psalms 84:1-2

"Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere;
I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked.
For the Lord God is a sun and shield;
the Lord bestows favor and honor;
no good thing does He withold from those whose walk is blameless.
O Lord Almighty,
blessed is the man who trusts in You." Psalms 84:10-12

Psalm 63
O God, you are my God,
earnestly I seek you;
my soul thirsts for you,
my body longs for you,
in a dry and weary land where there is no water.
I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory.
Because your love is better than life,
my lips will glorify you.
I will praise you as long as I live,
and in your name I will lift up my hands.
My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of foods;
with singing lips my mouth will praise you.
On my bed I remember you;
I think of you through the watches of the night.
Because you are my help,
I sing in the shadow of your wings.
My soul clings to you;
your right hand upholds me.
They who seek my life(devils) will be destroyed;
they will go down to the depths of the earth.
They will be given over to the sword and become food for jackals.
But the King(I) will rejoice in God;
all who swear by God's name will praise him,
while the mouths of liars(devils) will be silenced.

Table-tennis

2010-08-16T23:24:00.003+08:00

Wheeee so happy to be back in training today after stopping for 2 months!!!

However, trainings this year has been so dull...

I missed those days where all the tables are occupied during training.

Hope there'll be more people turning up...

Nevertheless, glad to see the team today, I missed everyone!!!

N it just feels so good to be training once again!!(:

MOGLOM

2010-08-15T00:51:00.002+08:00

A precious lesson learned today: Trust & Obey.

It means loving God and His people.

"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is to love your neighbour as yourself." Matthew 22:37-39.

It's a difficult thing but yes it's the way to life.

Obeying God brings greater reward than anything else.

Lord, help me to step out of my own comfort zone, to see the needs of people around me like my own.

And of course to love You with all I am, in all that I do...

MOGLOM!~

Friendship

2010-08-11T10:35:00.002+08:00

Thank you for everything...

You make me feel really loved by God(:

If this is how much joy a friend can give, how much more can God give?

Higher than the heavens, deeper than the sea!:D

Great is Thy faithfulness

2010-08-05T21:53:00.003+08:00

Oh dear God, great is Thy faithfulness!

Those who place their trust in You will see Your love and miracles.

You demostrate Your love and perform miracles to those who seek You in dark places.

Those who humbly seek You will be rewarded and be raised up at Your right time.

You have turned their sorrows into joy, the weak will become strong in You.

You will never put those who trust in You into shame.

You have filled those hearts that reach out for You with thanksgiving and everlasting joy.

Oh Lord, my lips will sing praises to You day and night.

Your unchanging love and faithfulness have made my heart glad, so glad, so contented(:

Pray!

2010-06-02T21:44:00.003+08:00

I've been wishing for a long time to have a long prayerful lifestyle but I kept thinking that I don't have the time and I couldn't have a long prayer time on my own until one day God told me to have faith in Him. Believe Him that He can make me wake up early and give me the strength to pray and I just responded Him that "Yes Lord I have faith in you and I want to pray" and amazing I could wake up early the next day to pray!!

God is the one working behind everything. We just need faith. Even in our prayer life, have faith that God can make you a prayerful person, He can give you the strength to wake up early and he can lead you to an intimate relationship with you. It's not how good we are but how merciful He is to us and all we have to do is to have faith that He will lead us in His time(:

Holy Spirit is the initiator and all we have to do is to respond to Him(:

Praise the Lord!

Revival

2010-05-29T13:56:00.003+08:00

See the fire of revival in all of us through the eyes of faith!

And it's only through prayers of faith(:

We need more prayers!!!

Enjoyed ytd praying session together. Hope it could be longer and there could be more!!! (:

Have faith!

2010-05-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

I struggled with my plans, my decisions, my life, struggled between what is right and wrong and doubting myself, making myself miserable.

I didn't have peace or genuine joy. I've lost my passion and my first love.

That's because I've lost my faith in You Lord. I said I give you my all and I prayed but my heart didn't let go. My heart is filled with worries and doubts. Take away all my worries oh God and give me faith in You Lord because I'm tired of carrying all these burdens. I place my hope and my plans in You Lord and I trust in You completely in everything I do(:

“應當一無挂慮，只要凡事借著禱告，祈求，和感謝，將們所要的告訴神。神所賜，出人意外的平安必在基督耶穌里保守你們的心懷意念。” 腓立比肅４：６﹣７

I'm happy when I trust in you(:

Cuz no one knows me like You and no one loves me the way You do(:

And Your plans for me are the best~~!

YAY! PRAISE THE LORD! HE IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!

Have a break

2010-05-24T22:53:00.003+08:00

Finally 2 big things are down today!!

Thank God for the good weather last sat that the Captain's ball competition can go on smoothly:D

I'm just so amazed by God's works and leading and though we overlooked alot of things, causing some hick ups, thank God that it was still quite a success and no major injuries. These will be learning points for us which we will remember deeply and I believe the next few events, whoever's organizing will be even better!!:D

Finished my sch report just on time this morning by God's grace and finally I can have a good rest tonight! Just now watched SHREK forever after and WOOO!! Finally watched a movie today a long long time! HAHA. SHREK is always so nice! Never fail to lighten up my heart:D

The show is very funny and meaningful at the same time:) Learned that life may be mundane or tough at times but having a grateful and contented heart of God's grace for a loving family and wonderful friends is a gift everyday:D

That's wendy's hand behind!

Taipei- FINAL DAY!

2010-04-18T20:41:00.003+08:00

Finally it's day 9, times really flies during these 9 days... Like we were playing at somewhere in the day then at a night market at night then it'll be the end of the day... I must say I had a really enjoyable and worth it trip and the most fruitful thing about this trip is going there with 1 friend and 3 strangers but came back with 3 friends and 1 buddy:D I'm also very happy with the places I went to in Taipei. Though I missed out some places due to my painful foot, thank God I did go to the places that I really wanted to go, very happy with the things I bought and managed to have a good rest :)

And I also want to thank everyone for making this trip so fun and thanks Iris for taking good care of me and my safety:)

Hope to meet up with everyone again soon!!!:D

The total luggage of 7ppl... squeeze like mad. I went Taiwan with 1 luggage but return with 2 luggage.

My last glimpse of Taiwan...

Cool!!! Prayer room in HK airport...

Looks like a chapel...

I was very happy to see my sisters at SG airport. I missed my family already after 9 days!!! But now, after looking through all the photos in Taiwan, I miss Taiwan alittle... Esp the weather and the customer service. Singaporeans should really learn to be more friendly and warm to customers. I'm quite disturbed now when I see service providers or shop tenders ignoring customers, taking their own sweet time to serve and even talking on the phone or to other colleagues when serving customers... What I like about Taiwanese is their passion in saving the Earth, in good service, their frankness, their good dressing and their inert orderly manners where all of them automatically stand on the right side of the mrt escalator at all times unlike singaporeans where 1 single file can only be seen in the morning peak hrs...

There's so much exposure and fun components in this Taiwan trip and I really don't mind going back again! But I think next I'll like to visit Korea... Hopefully and prayerfully I can go to the Korea prayer mountain next July and can have the chance to go Israel soon... I want to go Israel to dance!!! Pastor has prophesized for me today! hahahhaha!!:D

Taipei- day 8

2010-04-17T23:37:00.002+08:00

Stayed in hotel the whole day cos my foot was super painful... The pain became super sharp on every step that I had to tip toe on my right foot and limped really badly... SO I slept and watch TV the whole day.. really made the hotel money very worth it on the last day... lol.

Then walked around Ximen Ding awhile at night... my last night in Taiwan..

Really had the 依依不舍feeling on the last night... Miss the night markets...

Taipei- day 7

2010-04-17T22:06:00.010+08:00

Went to church in the morning and the sermon was great! God was talking to me and my heart was filled with passion for the Lord. Yes Passion!! Life without passion is like dead. But where to find constant passion that will not die?? It's passion from the Lord. Passion in doing anything must come from the Lord which is the key to success and no matter what happens, if we have the passion from the Lord, we will persevere on, thus we must always keep ourselves close to the Lord and keep our fire burning by staying near the source of fire, GOD.

Went to 小人國 after that by this bus which takes 1hr plus to reach tao yuan...

mini vehicles...

mini houses...

mini theme park

Then we went to Doramon theme park which is in xiao ren guo...

On the merry-go-round...

Wheeee~~~

This is the most spine-tingling ride here

We rode it over and over again... we made up the queue... lol

Delicious octopus balls which are crispy on the outside and soft on the inside, they even have different flavors, mine is the seaweed flavor:D

Really thank God so much for the wonderful weater. It was sunny and cooling and not as cold as the first few days so that we can enjoy ourselves at the theme park:D

Actually this theme park is not the most fun theme park in Taiwan and it's quite small and kiddish too but suits me. haha. And it's affordable too!:D

Went to Shi Da night market after that which is quite a good shopping place too.

And we saw 范逸臣 there publicizing his new movie... it's so easy to see artists in TW

Taipei- day 6

2010-04-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

Opps didn't go any new places on day 6 cos was too tired to get up so slept in hotel till noon den went gong guan again to collect some books and continued to shop around... Then at night went back to wu fen pu to shop again cos it's really very big and we didn't shop finish the whole place during the 1st trip... It's really a great place to shop there... Bought alot of clothes for less than S$10:D

Taipei- day 5

2010-04-17T02:15:00.005+08:00

Went YangMingShan on day5! Thank God for the wonderful weather!!! It was sunny and cooling!!!! love it!!!

At 竹子湖. It was the season of calla-lilly:D It's very pretty and we can choose and pluck one home for only NT$10 which is less than 50cents each:D

Picture with the auntie who takes care of all these pretty flowers:)

Then we headed down to 天母 and found that car restaurant. IT looks really cool from the outside, the cars are all very cool but we didn't go in cos $$$

Flee market at Tian Mu

From there we took a bus to 士林 night market. Great place to buy clothes too! But very croweded... I think cos it was friday night... anyway must eat the 超大 chicken

Eating 賓廊... It's strawbeery coated with sugar which is quite nice:) I miss the strawberries there... Ate alot there cos cheap:D

Thank God I found alot of nice and cheap clothes for myself, my family and friends... Like can really find many different types of clothes for different people and the best places I think are:

1. Wu fen pu

2. Shilin

3. Shi Da

4. Gong guan

5.Xi men ding (very big but more ex than the above)

Taipei- day 4

2010-04-17T01:53:00.003+08:00

Day 4 was more relaxing after 3 days of adventures... We went to 公官 cos pastor asked us to help him buy books from 校院 and i bought cheap cheap christian cds and cards:D It's quite a good place to hop around too... Iris bought her crumple bag for S$90 only!

Then we went starbucks to rest and play monopoly deal:D (Actually I was there to rest my foot which has been painful since the day before...)

We found this shop in 公官 and 西門丁 which is the shop Jerry Yan went to buy sweets for Ella in the show 就想賴著你

Taiwan beef noodles for dinner:D

Then Iris and I headed down to the 新店行道會 where they have this miracle on-line prayer meeting every thurs night which our pastor has been watching and he was so amazed to see us! hahaha!!!:D And guess wad miracle I experienced that night??? The pain in my foot was gone!!! I could still walk around ximen ding after that. haha. Praise the Lord! I enjoyed the prayer meeting very much. It was like a faith boaster for me:D

Taipei- day 3

2010-04-16T17:02:00.014+08:00

Day 3 was super cold at 17degrees!

Day 3 was super cold and our plan was to visit the Taipei zoo which I wasn't very excited about cos I thought there would be nothing much to see and it would probably stink like singapore zoo after visiting the zoo, I'm so glad that I went:D That's because...

The entrance fee is only NT$60 which is less than S$3! WOW!

2. And there's panda!!!! Which SG zoo doesn't have! Haha it's so lazy n cute:D

The panda shop:)

We are cute pandas too!!

pandas....

Is my cap nice:D

And lastly...

3. The animals are so close up!:D

I took these photos with my HP which can't zoom much... so the animals are really very close up:D

Group shots

This really kept me warm

On cable car to Mao Kong... very nice scenery up there...

Freezing cold...

Mao kong is a nice place for tea and night sight seeing... Can reach there by taking cable car from zoo which is a great experience cos the cable car is very high and the scenery is beautiful:) But it's very important to have good footwear or might end up having foot pain like me which ruin the next few days of the trip...

Taipei- day 2

2010-04-16T02:09:00.010+08:00

Breakfast with my new cap:D Yeah I've got love on my head all day! HAHA

Then they went to visit Longshan temple...

While we stayed outside waiting for them:p

Lunch at Modern Toilet which is at Ximen Ding:D

Showering with clothes?

Does it looks delicious to you? *pukes

You dare to eat from the toilet bowl and drink from that i dunno what it's called?

Actually it tastes quite good. I like the bread and the soup. Luckily I ordered western...

This is japanese curry... What does it look like to you?

@Wu fen pu. Great place for shopping!!! Very big place and can get cheap and nice clothes:D I should have brought more cash:p

Dinner @KFC. Yummy tarts!:D

The very cute auntie:D

Act emo...
It was a raining day and caught slight flu but thank God for the good health for the rest of the days:D

Taipei- day 1

2010-04-16T01:38:00.008+08:00

This Taiwan trip was planned since Feb but the 5 of us only met up once to talk about the places to go. Liyun is the one who has planned all the places to go and researched on how to go each places and Iris has helped me plan about what I should bring, how much I should bring and etc. I'm so fortunate to go on a well-planned holiday:D I've never thought that I could just go on an overseas trip so easily without much preparation... That's because mostly has been prepared by others. haha. Oh well I can help others who wants to go Taiwan next time:p

The day is finally here! all smiles to Taipei!:D

Looking comfortable in my seat:D Cathy air ticket only at $400plus cos it transit at HK.

Iris looking fine and smiley. Thank God she didn't vomit:x

Taipei! Here we come!

On the Guo Guang bus from the airport to taipei main station:) That's Liyun, the main planner of this trip:D

By the time we reached our hotel it was already 6plus so we shopped around Xi Men Ding where we stayed for the night:D It's a big shopping place! But the items are not cheap... Didn't buy much from here..

Had Ah zhong mian xian at Ximen ding for dinner on our first day! Yummy! I had 3 bowls throughout the 9 days:D Nice!

Small bowl at NT $40 and big for NT$60

Looks nice?

Bought this LOVE cap on the 1st night and Taiwan yogurt is delicious! I had 3 during the trip:D

That's all for day 1:D

Home sweet home

2010-04-14T11:53:00.004+08:00

Yay I'm back from Taiwan! It's a very warm and cold place. Warm because the people there are very friendly and provided excellent service. Cold because the weather is very cold! During the first few days it kept raining and the temperture reached 16 degress! Thank God the weather after that few days was wonderful! It was sunny everyday with a good cooling temperature of about 21 degrees:D What I miss most in Taiwan is definitely the weather and the shopping!!! Clothes are super cheap! Bought most below S$10! I love the mountains there too, it's beautiful! Shall upload the photos soon:D The happiest thing is having really fun and helpful company there. Though I only know some of them for a short period, in fact I only met 2 of them once before the trip but thank God we clicked well and I'm so glad to know them and of cos thank God that I'm well taken care of over there without my family:x

I'm so glad that I went Taiwan and had a really fun holiday cos I don't think I'll have chance to go overseas for the next 1 year. Going on to year 3 soon which is gonna be a tough and challenging year. Woots!

Clinical

2010-03-06T08:24:00.002+08:00

These 2 weeks of clinical at SGH outpatient is a good learning for me. I learned alot of new things everyday. Hopefully next week onwards I can apply clinical reasoning efficiently and accurately. Though I'm under a very strict supervisor who has a high standard and expectation for us, she made me learn to think really hard to be good in clinical reasoning which I'm really weak in. Thank God for friends esp vicky and jeremy who helped me alot by sharing their past experience under her. Thank God for giving me confidence through their sharing and advices. One thing I want to thank God the most is having very friendly and nice patients! They are really very patient with me though I'm not experienced and took a long time to assess them. One friendly uncle told me he's very patient with students cos he was a teacher, then another said he will help me say good things to the supervisor to show that I've taught him alot of things. haha. I was very encouraged by a lady who came in with OA knees but said there was once she went to church to pray then she could squat without pain that day, then my supervisor told her to go back and continue praying and doing the exercises we gave her! I didn't know my supervisor is so supportive about religion. She seems so cool and cold on the outside. LOL.

It's God grace that I can be a tool of love to help so many people everyday. God is really good to me by giving me a good supervisor, friends who gave me great advices and super friendly and nice patients to start off this clinical which I was still alittle worried about at the start. For the next 3 weeks, I will continue to trust in God's love and grace to be my strength and joy for everyday!:D Hallelujah!!

14 blades

2010-02-09T08:52:00.002+08:00

Finally watched a movie ytd after donkey years! Yep watched 14 blades. It was a fantastic show about a hero! I love heros! Fighting all the way out for the peace and justice of the world and killing every enemy down who's against peace and justice. Though it was quite sad that he died in the end while battling with the strongest enemy, he accomplished his mission and he died without regrets.

I have many enemies in my life too, enemies that stand in my way towards my goal. And my biggest enemy is myself, my fleshly desires, my procrastination, my mind, my weaknesses, but I will fight with prayers and His words to become what God wants me to become:) To become a more loving and righteous person, not selfish and proud and lazy!

Thank You Jesus for loving me and leading me to the path of righteousness. Your love will be my strength to lead me on:D

Thank God it's friday!

2010-02-05T23:48:00.008+08:00

Wheee!! Exam's over!!!:D

Today our class theme is GEEKS!! So the whole class was so geeky!!!! hahahhaha.

Then stayed in school for some talks and FYP presentation which was "compulsory" but seriously I don't understand a thing cos they were talking like bullet speed so fannie and I left halfway... hahahha.

Went to meet my sisters and Shui Lin for SHOPPING!!!:D My sis ZL sponsored me $50 for new clothes so I bought 2 lovely tops! I love'em! I think they're cute!!! Shall wear on CNY and show all my relatives!!! hahahahha!!!

Then ZL treated us at HK cafe:D

That's all for Friday. I'm so blessed and happy!!!:D

Yesterday was my "jie jie", Fannie's 21st Birthday! I met her at Bedok library to study together and I gave her a surprise!:D

TADA!!!

I made walnut brownie for her! As I wasn't good in baking, I kept praying that it will turn out well and that it can make her happy and thank God the brownie turned out nice and made her happy!:D Thank God I can be a tool of love:) Without God's love, I won't have the heart to do this, and I'm glad I did it! :D It's happy to be in love! In God's love!!!:D

I thank God for putting Fannie in my life. We knew each other since JC but we were only acquaintance. It's part of God's wonderful plan that we are classmates now and future colleagues:) She really helpful like writing lecture notes for me and studying together is fun and fruitful:) She sweet, gentle and understanding and always so cheerful:) May God bless her and her family with joy, peace and love everyday:) sisters forever!<3s! :D

"If I speak in the tongue of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal." 1 Corinthians 13:1

I used be be a 'gong' where I show love to my family and friends with only my words, but now I'm learning to love with my heart. But how can we love if we do not have love in our hearts? Where can we find love? Only in Jesus Christ. He's the source of the perfect love and everyone needs love, everyone needs Jesus, or we will never be satisfied in life and will never be able to love others perfectly. Because of His love, I can love my friends and family more. And how can we get His love?

"If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love"
John 15:10

Jesus said If we obey His commands, we will remain in His love!!! And the command is, "love each other as I have loved you." verse 12. Thus when we do anything out out love, we are in God's love and indeed! I felt so loved by God that that He used me to bless others. I felt closer to God when I'm sharing my love with others.

But... how do we love others? verse 13: "Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." Love means sacrificing. It doesn't mean that we have to kill ourselves to show our love but it means sacrificing our time and money to do something for our friends when that time and money could be used for our own enjoyment. It means killing our own wants and desires for others. Like I could use the time to slack or study more for my exam and use the money too buy more clothes for myself but I choose i to bless others.

And so what's the result of all these?

"If you obey my commands, you remain in my love... i have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete."

Our joy will be complete!! So let's love our friends and family like how Jesus loves us:) Always read the bible and know how much He loves us so that we can love others:D

Being a good example

2010-02-02T22:42:00.002+08:00

During today's prayer meeting, pastor asked us to get a partner and pray for each other so I paired up with auntie YuQIn. As her back was aching badly, I did some deep friction massage on her while praying for God's healing on her back. After that she told me that she felt better and she looked much happier:) I thank God that I can use what I learn to help people around me. Although nothing is impossible in God and He can answer all prayers, God also wants to use us as His tool of love by bringing comfort to others with our hands:) He wants us to love others like how He loves us:) I'm glad I am a tool of love of His:) All of us can be a tool of love too! It can be as simple as giving up your seat to someone who needs it more than you:)

Pastor shared about as christians, we need to set good example for others to follow. In church, too often we've been shown mercy and grace that we forgot to be serious in everything we do. I reflected on myself and found myself guilty of not being serious in many things I do like in studies, in handling my own belongings and even others' belongings! My belongings are often spoiled and poorly-conditioned due to my carelessness and I often make my sis angry for spoiling her stuff:P Though it's hard to change this habit of mine since young, but I really want to change to be a more serious person in everything I do and everything I have under my care so that I can be a good example. And I know God can change me, there's nothing too difficult for Him. Hee.
Ok so I shall start from putting my things properly and orderly and take good care of my house first=)

Love must be sincere

2010-02-02T00:59:00.004+08:00

Loving is giving your time. How much time you give to someone shows how much love you have for that someone. Therefore I choose to love by giving my time to my dear friends. In the book Purpose Driven Life, it says something very true. "Everyone has the same amount of time. You can make more money but you cannot make more time. So time is more precious than money. Thus the amount of time you spend on someone represents the amount of love you have for that person."

I choose to love. That's why I chose to spend time with a friend when she's in need to shop for her birthday dresses and decorations and to spend time giving 2 church friends a birthday surprise thou it's exam period. Although I didn't help much in the preparation of the surprise, I knew that I've made a right choice to be there when I saw their happy faces, showing their appreciation. But I'm not doing this to gain their appreciation but to show that I love them by being there.

Love is to meet a need of a friend, love is being there for a friend. Love is not just an act, love is from the heart, love is sincere. I used to show love out of fear of people but that is not real love, it's not from the heart and it's very miserable. I'm glad that Jesus's love take away the fear in me so that I can really love people with His love cos there's no fear in His love. Now, I can love people from my heart, not just to please them and it's such a joyful thing to truely love:)

2010-01-28T19:48:00.003+08:00

Wow I'm so amazed! I was bored and suddenly I thought of visiting Jaeson ma website www.jaesonma.com which I've not been visiting for a long time and found out that He's on a 365days of love mission and today's supposed to be the 29th day! And I thought I should be doing that too since this year my resolution is to have more of God and since God is love, I must choose to love everyday! Wow I wanna be on a 365-29days of love mission too! Starting tomorrow I will choose to love the people around me, even to those I don't know and I want to experience more of God's presence in 2010:D

I hope all of us can do this together. Doing an act of love everyday to our family, friends and even those we don't know and share with one another how we can love to inspire one another and spread the love of God around:)

2010-01-28T10:39:00.002+08:00

I will walk in the Spirit where I will choose to love in all ways. Even when I fall, You will give me Your hand and I will quickly stand up on my feet again, back into Your Spirit again. I will walk and fall and walk and fall and walk and keep walking until I reach the promised land, flowing with milk and honey:)

I will abide in You and your words. Let your love surrounds me and strengthens me. I trust in Your plans for me, plans to prosper me:) Thus I can dream BIG and make plans not because of who I am but because of what a BIG GOD I have! Praise the good LORD!

2010-01-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

I tasted your love today. It's sweet and fills my heart with peace and joy. Thank you Jesus! When I thought that I couldn't make it, when I wanted to give up, You told me that I can do it and You gave me strong affirmation so that I could play so much better than expected today when I thought that I couldn't even play with infection of my bladder and an inflamed right middle finger most probably due to abrasion of ingrowth nail. My finger and bladder was so painful last night that I couldn't sleep, esp my finger! It was like super sharp pain but thankfully I have a great mum who's like my God-given saviour always, applied some herbal medicine on my finger and bandaged it nicely for me. Amazingly it works!! Finally I could sleep. Isn't it amazing that God actually had already predicted that human will be sick and injured, so He created plants with healing effects to cure our sickness and relieve our pain even before He created us!?

Anyway doc said the pain in my bladder was urinary tract infection most prob due to inadequate fluid intake and not going toilet regularly. He suggested drinking cranberry juice to prevent it in future=) Yup so girls, please drink cranberry juice to prevent UTI cos we are more prone to getting it. haha=) Yes! God actually knew that we girls are prone to getting UTI so He created cranberries for us!:D Isn't our God so thoughtful and caring? Though we sin and do not take care of ourselves n get sick, He still cares for us and is merciful to us when we sin by preparing a cure for us:D How can I say I'm not being loved? I'm greatly in love!!!!:D

2010-01-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

It's sunday night again! Another week of challenges and busyness lies ahead. Everyday I'm looking forward to weekends where I can rest and have a good fellowship with God, family n my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ, But weekend always passes so quickly to another long week... When can this cycle of heavy workload lifestyle stop so that I can enjoy a looong rest? Maybe when competition ends, after I finish all my reports and after my exams where I can enjoy a good 2weeks rest! Definitely looking forward to that precious 2 weeks!!! Hopefully I won't have so many activities in my 2weeks break so that I can restore myself fully.. Meanwhile I will rely on the strength of my God everyday. Your love keeps me happily alive:)

2010-01-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

Just had 2 practical tests this week on 2 consecutive days where I had so little time to practise and prepare but thank God for I see His grace and mercy on me these 2days. Thank God today my test was at 430pm so I had the whole afternoon to read my notes and memorize the important things for the prac exam and I have very smart friends who could explain some medical theories to me which was asked to me during prac exam!!! THANK GOD!!! Can you imagine what would happen to me if I was the first to be tested at 11am? I wouldn't have the time to read up all the medical conditions and memorize the impt stuff and find out the theories from my friends!!! God is just so good! But I should also prepare everything early, cannot be so last min again and take God's grace for granted... So I cannot be so blur already. God please help me to be more aware of the importance of preparing everything early to prevent any failure. Yup now I should start working on my reports and start revision for exams while not neglecting spending time with God, family and friends. As what keli said, a balance life is a godly life:)

Tomorrow is the start of IVP. Though I haven't been training until recently, I'm going to give my best to God and to my team and I picture myself playing calmly and joyfully cos must rejoice in everything:) Prayer is my best weapon!!!

2010-01-01T14:27:00.004+08:00

Guess what's the first thing I did this year? Sing and dance and play music to the Lord with the YeMuLans!!! It was so much fun! Everyone was so high and enjoying yourselves. I'm sure our Daddy in heaven is smiling over us and laughing with us like Santa Claus! HOHOHO!! And I'm sure He's even tapping his feet and clapping with us!:D It's such a joyful and meaningful start of the new year!:D

Let all creation praise Him with music, with songs, with dance and with every creativity!!! I'm so glad God gave our cell group different gifts to worship Him. Some are gifted in music, some gifted in dance, some gifted in arts and some gifted in singing!!! I'm just so glad that I'm part of this cell group.

I enjoyed the fellowship we shared together for the past few years because it's so different being together where the feeling can't be found anywhere else. Being together is always so encouraging, so motivating, so jolly and so loved:) The passion for God we shared together is so impactful that we can pray and worship the Lord for hours which is hard to be done when alone. The process of growing together in Christ is wonderful and I really thank God for fulfilling His purpose in our cellgroup. Thanks ZL n every member of YeMuLan for making this cell group so lively and warm place to be in.

Though we're going to separate into 2 groups, I agree with everone else that we're still a big family in Christ and will still see one another every sunday! So there's nothing to be sad about but happy cos God will expand us individually and our cell groups!! I praise God for His love and faithfulness. Thank You so much for showing Your love to me through this cell group. May Your love continue to pour into us so that we can overflow to the people around us:D

So what's my new year resolution? To grow in love for God and people:) Doing anything without love is nothing. It's because of God's love I'm alive today. So living is all about love and God is love:)

Just remembered a song I wrote in sept last year for Destiny Music which is exactly what my life is going to be this year and for the rest of my years:) God is good!

這世上有種奇妙愛
使我生命不一樣
渴望更多有你的愛（更多你的愛）
親愛聖靈充滿我
使我能夠更像你
隻願能討你歡喜

忘記背后，努力面前的，
向著標甘直跑，拋齊一切，
為要完全得著你

一生要追求你，惟有你愛滿足我的心
一生追求你，你愛使我剛強
一生要追求你，你的喜樂是我的力量
一生追求你，永不離開你

New year celebreation with YMLs!

2009-12-30T22:37:00.003+08:00

Woke up this morning with a very bad sore throat and heaviness in my head. Prayed but God didn't heal me. I asked God why didn't He heal me and He said because He wants me to see a doctor. He wants me to be healed through the doc and medicine and rest.

So the doctor said it's bronchitis and I should rest at home for at least 4 days to fully recover. Thank God it's holiday now so I have plenty of time to rest at home.. I don't worry about competition and tests next week for next week has its own worries.

I'm feeling much better now after the medicine. Fever, cough n sore throat diminishing but feels very drowsy. Though the medicine made me feel better, I know in my heart that Jesus is my healer. The medicine only relief my symptoms, not heal me. And I felt that God is also telling me that in Physio, we're just helping the patients to feel better but healing is in Jesus Christ alone, thus while we do our best to help patients, we must always look upon Jesus the healer and call upon Him.

sick to rest

2009-12-29T09:29:00.002+08:00

I'm sick, running a slight fever of 37.9degrees plus cough. I realized I've always been sick after performances. I believe God wants me to take a good rest in Him after all these busy days:)

Thank God that I'm sick. God knows that I need rest. Wanted to go school today for table tennis training for competition next week and practise for my practical test which is next week too but God has greater plans for me. He wants me to rest in Him to prepare me for a tough week ahead.

Thank God for blessing me with good health and energy during the performances, for I know that the energy does not come from me but God. He gave me strength, good health, joy and everything!:D

I pray and hope that every other dancers are in good health after the hectic week too.

2009-12-28T09:30:00.003+08:00

Finally I have free time to blog!

Yay as usual, Christmas was FUN!! But this year it was even better!! Cos there's more love among brothers and sisters in Christ!:D Thanks everyone for the christmas greetings, every card touches my heart:)

After months of busy-ness, my heart is filled with thanksgiving for what God has done in my life~

I'm so thankful that God use me in so many places for Him!! I'm really so honored and touched to be used by God, to be able to be part of the Destiny Music, Jian Dao Jie Mei and in my church En Community Dance Team to outreach to so many people!!! Words can't explain how I'm feeling right now. Who am I to be used by God? I'm someone with so many weaknesses yet God has mercy on me. It's not what I have, but His mercy on me that I can be who I am today:)

Thank God for all my brothers and sisters in Christ too! You guys are great! I enjoyed the youth camp alot and I had a great bonding time with everyone:) Thanks committee for all the efforts you guys have put in to make the camp so enjoyable for everyone:)

I love the time spent in Malaysia too! I miss Malaysia! I love it from travelling there, to eating steamboat for dinner, to the rehearsals, to the sleeping time, to the next day praying together, to the whole actual Christmas celebration, to the delicious lunch after that with BBQ lamb to shopping and travelling home!!! God was with us throughout esp on 25th when we were praying together!:D I wanna go again!! I wan to go every year!!!

I love the Jian Dao Jie Mei team too! From the first day we meet together to practice our dance to now, we always have so much joy and love together! Thank God for blessing us and giving us so much joy! The joy that the Lord put in us is to use us to bless other poeple and true enough, others have joined us to learn this joyful dance together to receive joy from the Lord through this dance, and God has used this team in so many places and we even have the priviledge to dance with the chopstick sister, Mei Lan jie! Looking forward to new dances, more cooperations with Mei Lan jie and more people to join us to spread the joy of the Lord!!!:D

Lastly not forgeting the Dance Team! Thank God for doing great work in us! All of us has improved tremendously in our dance, joy and costume! Lol! I had so much fun with u guys on 26th and 27th! Thanks everyone for putting so much effort into this dance for God which is really encouaging and though I am the one teaching the dance, Iris and Janet jie are really the ones who make sure everything turns out well! Thank God for this team cos everyone has great contibutions! Thank God we have Shuiting too who's great in doing powerpoint to help us make a pretty powerpoint at last min which helps to bring the message across to the hundreds of people in expo the joy of the Lord!!!!

I think the youths in our church are fantastic!!! Everyone is so enthu and hot for Christ!! I'm so encouraged by the cheerings and great support from our church youth during our dance performances on 26th and 27th!! With the loud cheerings, it definitely increased the dancer's enthu to dance!!! REALLY!!! Cos we're a family of God and we need one another!!! I'm so happy and blessed to be in this big family together:D Let us all come hand in hand to become God chasers together!!!:D

GLORY TO GOD!

2009-09-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yay!!! I've recorded my 1st song! Thanks to my sis who played the electric guitar for me and it suits the catchy song perfectly! But I'm not an expert at this so I'll consult some experts in my church with my first demo!:D Wheeee! This is so fun! Hope the 2nd song will turn out well too. This time will ask my sister to play the keyboard cos the 2nd song is a slow song:D I'm so blessed to have 2 musically inclined sisters!:D Thank You Jesus for these 2 songs! It's from You and just for You! Hope You like it lots lots!:D

2009-09-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

Ate very nice buffet today! So blessed to eat such nice food at zero cost! Haha! Learned 3 very important lessons during cell group today: Be organized, set goals and action is the best motivation! Hmmmm... What should be my short term goal this holiday? Oh!!! I just realized I've not recorded my songs for the competition!!!

Ok so my goals this hol will be:
Find ppl to help me with song recording by end of this month
Exercise and keep fit this hol
Learn how to cook a dish every week?
save money!!!

Argh!!! So difficult to acheive these goals but I will start doing it because action is the best motivation! Stop lazing around and I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength~!

Yeayea looking forward to youth camp in dec and I hope my friends can go!!! I have big expectations for the camp! Because God is a big God! :D So start praying praying n praying!!!

Grandma just came over our house today n I miss her!!! We had a great night together and she's most prob going our church tmr! yays! Just nice tmr worship got dance!!!:D Wheeeeeee!!! Let's worship the Lord with joy, music and dancing for He is worthy!:D

2009-09-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

I cooked fried rice on my own for the 1st time today! Haha actually not really on my own lah. My auntie helped me put the sauces in the rice before frying and it smells great when frying! Esp the smell of sesame oil!=) I didn't know fried rice is so easy to cook. Just mix everything and anything you like and frrryyy! Cooking is so enjoyable especially when expecting and seeing the smile of appreciation and enjoyment on the special friend's face=) Thinking back, actually I've always enjoy cooking! when I was young I like to play masak masak and always got very excited to help my mum in the kitchen like cutting the vegetables and stir-frying the food, but i've never learned how to cook! Lol! Soooo, I want to learn cooking this holiday!!! Yay!!!

2009-08-31T12:55:00.000+08:00

This is the 1st day I get to sleep till 11am! I finally finished watching Fated to love you! It's such a great enjoyment watching the show, laughing and crying throughout. It's a great show! It simply shows out what's the meaning of unconditioned sacrificial love. Love is putting others before yourself and that's true love and only true love lasts forever:) It's difficult cos nobody is perfect, no love is perfect, we are selfish beings but when you are loved, you will know how to love and love comes from God:)

2009-08-29T18:10:00.003+08:00

Wow these 2days have been like living in chalet! After the movies, went Iris house to stay over as it was already very late but too bad I was too tired last night that I fell asleep soon after I rested on the mattress while Iris and her sis were playing DS mario kart till 2plus!

Then early this morning we went church together. I love every sat morning prayer in church because I felt great prayer anointing there which is different from usual prayers. I think it's really important to go prayer meetings because the place and the people you pray with is very important and the anointing is very different from just praying alone at home. Thus I'm determined to attend every tues and sat prayer meetings in church!

After the prayer meeting, we went to do survey at tampines to see if there's any 1-room household that needs help in cleaning and painting their houses but we got very poor responses and I noticed that those very old folks are more likely to reject which makes me wonder if it's because they were afraid of troubling others or they felt insecure with intruders in their houses.

Thank God the survey ended really early and we went back to our 'chalet' to watch youtube and play Tiki Topple! It's a very nice boardgame!:) It's really very enjoyable here and I snacked alot! Like what I usually do in chalet. Haha. I'm very well taken care here n her mum even cooked for me which made my heart feels really warm:) Hope xy can join us the next time:)

I'm leaving this chalet soon for dinner with my family. We're going to celebrate my dad's belated n wendy's early birthday! I take it as a celebration for my post-exams too!!! Wheeeeeee!!!!:D

2009-08-29T00:36:00.002+08:00

Finally! The fragrance of freedom! Putting studies aside for 2 months! Woohoo~~! I'm REALLY HAPPY to be blogging right now though I'm really tired from the lack of sleep these few weeks cos I got to enjoy myself alot alot today!

Visited AMK pri for the first time today! The kids are really really active! Constantly seeking for company to play with, so for the entire 3 hours i was playing boardgames, frisbee n badminton, totally draining my already low energy reserve. Haha. looking forward to the next visit soon since it's my hol now=) After that we met xy to watch orphan! She totally freaked me out! Opps I meant the Esther in the show, not xy:s Thou it's really scary, the plots are really good and great ending!:)

2009-08-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

My long awaited looooooooong holiday is here! Haha! Yesterday was my most stressful day yet today is my happiest day! It's like a big dramatic change! Though the weather is the same, the sun is the same, the earth is still rotating in the same speed, the feeling inside me a big difference from yesterday to today! Oh wad little faith I have that falters at time of stress! But whatever I'm lack in, You will provide for You are my Provider. So my heart will never stop praising You and someday my heart will be like the Earth that never stop revolving around the sun no matter what disaster falls on it. You are my sun! I need You, can't live a day without You!

I'm so blessed! Thanks everyone for the well wishes and little small blessings to me during this tough period:D

Looking forward to more excitments this holiday! Wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

2009-08-08T00:24:00.002+08:00

How can someone whom I've never talk to before and has totally no connection before knows so much about me?? It must be God! He knows everything about me and His words make my heart burning!!!

Today I went GK611 church to attend Rev. Anton Cruz meeting and God spoke to me through him! He called me up from my seat and started telling me what God has told him! I was amazed and totally thrilled to have God talking to me!!! GOD SPEAKS!!! It's such an honor to hear God speaking to me!!! Like you know, the GOD who created the heavens and the earth?????? talking to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! I was hoping that God will speak to me and He really did!!! He knows sooooooo well about me!!! Yupyup of course!!! I'm His creation!!!:D

Oh oh!! One of the things He said is that I have difficulty with one subject which I fail, but God is going to make that my best subject and that I can even teach others!!! Den it's like just a few days ago I learned that I failed my MS test??? Hahahahhaha!! God is so amazing!!! Now I know why He allowed me to fail that test! So that His strength can be shown in my weakness!!!!:D

Yays! Now I don't have to worry about my studies cos God is my help!!!:D

Dream BIG in God. Trust in His great strength and gaze into His glory instead of looking at your past and your current situation which only brings about the negatives.

2009-08-05T22:19:00.002+08:00

I was super sad last night when I heard of the bad news that I failed my MS prac... I thought it was rather ok, just a few flaws but totally didn't expect an F. I cried myself to sleep, asking God why did this happen to me when I trusted Him so much...

This morning I knew I had to get right with God. I chose to believe that He has His higher purpose in this. Instead of dwelling in depression and trying to escape, I chose to thank Him and praise Him, believing in His unchanging love for me and that failing this test is for my own good=) Then I was happy because I felt Him!! He's so real! He told me that failing this test doesn't mean I'm a failure. I can still do well in this module and trust in His grace, His grace is sufficient for me.

Then I read psalms 22 which was a great comfort to me because even King David whom God loves so much has so many down periods too!!
"My God, my God, why are you turned away from me? Why are you so far from helping me, and from the words of my crying? O my God, I make my cry in the day, and you give me no answer; and in te night, and have no rest. But you are holy, O you who are seated among the praises of Israel...."

God is just testing my faith, whether I'll still trust in Him and praise Him when I face failure. Thank God for giving me faith!!! His joy is my strength!! Though I can't see but I believe! Trusting God is my joy!!! If I don't trust Him, I think I'll be diagnosed with depression. wahahahhaa!!!!

OH OH!!! Anyway I was very happy this morning when I reached sch cos ah hua told me that if i pass my retest I will gt a pass grade for my test!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEE!!! I'm super happy cos last time even if you pass the retest you'll still get the fail grade... Yupyup!!! N thank you all friends for your encouragement!!:D

Anyway when Freda told me about why I fail my test, I was very unhappy at 1st cos I fail just because I neglected the no flexion beyond 90degrees safety precaution cos I assume that the patient can't lift up tt high n furthermore when she asked me abt the CI for THR and I said no adduction n flexion beyond 90degrees!! Haiz.......... HAHAHAHA!!! Now I can take a good laugh at it cos I think God just wants me to stop ASSUMING~!!! It's making an ass out of me! WAHAHAHAAHHA!!!!!

2009-08-04T15:27:00.003+08:00

Life is suddenly very relax this week. You're right, cos there's nothing else to look forward to after the competition thus there's a sudden sense of lost... Bring me back on track Oh Lord, like how I relied on you every moment... And I know that the only way to get back to you is to start it going... Let my desire for Your presence never cease...

I learned alot about myself through Meyer Brigg's personality test! Everyone should try it! It's fun!
First, do the test here: http://kisa.ca/personality/
Then go here to find out more about your personality! http://www.geocities.com/lifexplore/enfp.htm (change the enfp to your own personality)

I'm ENFP! think mostly is very true esp about the part about getting bored easily and always get excited about something initially but lost interest in it after some time... That's what Iris always say. haha. Since young my mum always said I always do things halfway too....
It's a really bad habit of mine, cos I can't accomplish many things.. Dear God please help me!! Give me the passion, the interest to do everything for You!!!

2009-08-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

Wow! It's such a draining week! Competition and tests all in this week! But thank God His grace is sufficient for me and that I could stay strong in His grace=) I want to thank Him for everything that He had arranged nicely for me, the dates of all the tests, competition and everything so that I can have enough time to prepare for everything with the help of friends! They are all my angels! Thou didn't do the best for everything but I enjoyed the whole process which is much more important! The happiest thing is to trust and rely on His never-failing, unchanging love:) If it wasn't for God, I wouldn't have the courage to face the stress in life... Failures and obstacles in life doesn't mean less of God's love on me, but everything happens for the good of me! Praise the Lord!

I really really enjoyed this whole week esp today!!! Where I got to relax from studying for tests and training for competition and enjoy the rewards from competition! So so blessed to join the team to win our silver medal and get to enjoy the rewards of the team's hardwork!

I've decided to train every once a week cos I love my team and don't wanna drag them down. However, I only have one desire, which is to do everything out of love for God and to love Him more each day. I love my team because God loves everyone of us:D It's not going to be easy but I can do all things through Christ who gives me srength!

What God has been speaking to me these days is to keep a quiet mind. MAny times I tend to worry too much, however, God delights in someone with a quiet mind who knows that He is God and that He is in control, thus I learn to keep a quiet mind, rejecting every worry and I'm so glad that I have peace!

Lastly, I'm looking forward to going Korea!!! WHeeEEEe!!!! Hopefully can go next year March(hope clinicals don't drag too long)and so i'm trying to save up now, so sorry guys if I have to forgo any activities...

YUp and i'm super tired now... can't carry on typing any longer... gonna have a gd rest now...

2009-07-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

It's easy to trust God when things are easy but at tough times and when I'm doing things that I'm incapable of, it's really difficult to trust that God will provide. He will provide me with the strength, the resources, the wisdom, the skills, that He can change my situation, He can change the most difficult people, He can change me... It's really difficult to trust in His favour and grace usin my flesh, my mind. Thus I desire to be in the spirit, to live in the spirit at all times. No matter what I'm doing, easy or difficult. I don't trust in myself in anything cos I'm limited. I only trust in You. Let my heart be filled with praises and thanksgiving to You my Lord, my Provider, my Savior, my Refuge, my King, my Comforter, my everything.

As I come more and more into Your Spirit, let my faith in You increases and see you do greater things in my life because it's not me anymore but You living in me.
As I come more and more into Your Spirit, let my love for You increases because You are the origin of love. Not that I love You but You loved me first and gives me the passion and strength to love You back.
As I come more and more into Your Spirit, let my knowledge of You icreases so that I can be more like You, holy and merciful.

Lord I give you thanks for everything that has happened to me and greater things that are going to happen in my life!:D

2009-07-03T20:11:00.011+08:00

Thank God that I am a child of God!

Father, I acknowledge that You are my Father God over my life. You're my God over my studies, over my family, over my weaknesses, over my body, my mind, my spirit and my heart. Discipline my body, mind and spirit to be righteous and holy like You. I desire to be holy, to be like You. Father You're my discipline master, Jesus You're my role model and Holy spirit You're my great teacher(:

Dear God, thank You for loving me and disciplining me to have a better character. I trust in Your discipline because You're my beloved Daddy(:

Dear Jesus, thank You for exchanging Your perfect life with my sinful, lousy life, so that I am now pure and can be with Father God forever! Thank You for becoming poor so that I can be rich, enduring the pain so that I can escape from suffering, being shamed so that I can enjoy glory with You. You not only gave me life, You gave me an abundant life and I proclaim that my studies will prosper, my family finance will prosper, my health will prosper, all my relationships will prosper and my spirit will prosper because I have a prosper Father God! And not only I will prosper, my friends, my family, my church will prosper too!!!:D

My mouth will only say prosperous words and my heart will only have prosperous thoughts and leave the devil no chance to attack me, my family, my friends and my church! You are a cunning thief and i will not allow you to steal anything from me and my beloved ones! You back off!

I want to tell the whole world how good Father God is and how evil Satan is!

2009-06-26T01:07:00.003+08:00

Have been enjoying life this school break. 1st week was busy with projects and one love, now i'm enjoying the times spent with friends and family. Thank God school break has extended another week so that I will have time to study.. heehee.

Yesterday went kbox with the gals to celebrate Shuting's belated birthday. Keli & I were singing old songs and enjoying listening to the others singing new songs cos we haven't been listening to secular songs. Lol. Though I've sort of lost connection with the worldy songs, I'm glad that I didn't lose connection with my dear friends and thank God for these wonderful friends where being together is always so fun and enjoying!!!:D

We had dinner later at Ryoichi at Marina square centre stage(beside Kenny Rogers) and set dinner is super cheap!!! After service charge and GST it's only $10! And the portion is quite big! I had unagi set so there's unagi, rice, soup, salad, fried salmon and chocolate ice-cream! We even had free sashimi cos Shuting paid with DBS debit card. Heehee! I don't mind going back again cos I love Japanese food and there's a cute waiter there!:p The set lunch is even cheaper! Anyway yesterday I was craving for Kenny Rogers's corn muffin and ribs too and today mummy brought meimei n me to Kenny Rogers!! I'm so blessed and so happy to eat the ribs, corn muffin and red potato salad!!! Yummy!!! Den we went shopping after that and bought many nice nice stuff today for daddy, mummy, meimei and me!!! Wheeeeee!!! So happy!

After that met Tiffany at Bedok mac for supper cos wanted to meet her b4 she flies off to Aust next sunday for 1 and a half yrs! I want to go with her! Keep asking her to bring a big empty luggage so that I can squeeze into her luggage. Hope I have money to visit her there next year cos can have free accomodation and she can accompany me to play around!

Argh!!! Lastly I must confess that I've been eating alot! These days kept eating heavy meals and supper!=( I must start jogging tomorrow and stop indulging in food! Must learn not to take food for granted. haha. To do some reflections, I thank God for blessing me with good food everyday:) I will cherish the good food and not binge:) Praise the Lord!

2009-06-22T09:14:00.005+08:00

Last week was AMAZING!! It was like a dream but even better cos it's real!!!:D

Though I had very little sleep during the 3 days One Love conference, I felt least of sleepiness during Philip Mantofa's teachings not just because that he's charismatic, but every word that comes out from his mouth impacted upon my heart. I've shared this during the conference that he has a heart of God. He has a heart that loves God and people especially the lost and carries their burdens. And I pray to have a heart of God too, to have more of His desires in my heart and less of my own desires, to become like Christ day by day by loving God and loving what He loves:) MOGLOM!

One Love got talent was a big eye opener for me. Really! I was so amazed by the talents in churches! Though we are only a few small chinese churches, we have big talents in us! So many with great vocals, great musical skills and I love the mime! It was really God's grace that we won as our highly entertaining performance put us in advantage base on the judging criteria. During the finals, I was really in doubt that we could even get into top 3 as we were the 4th group to perform and the 1st 3 performances were simply amazing and has set a very high standard. Thanks to Wendy's encouragement saying just enjoy ourselves upstage and don't care about how good the others are and yup all of us really enjoyed ourselves up there and thank God the judges' comments and the audience responses were overwhelming!!! When we were announced as the winners of the One Love got talent, I couldn't believe it!!!! And on top of that, we received 4 invitations to perform outside!!!! YES PLEASE SAY WOW!!! God is truely beyond our minds and beyond our expectations!

There's so many more things that I want to say about this One Love conference. So many reflections and so many wonderful memories but I'll just say that I feel is the most important which is ONE LOVE IS JUST THE BEGINING! now that everyone has been stirred up, we need to keep building up on our faith by obeying God's words, do as what God says and keep building up the fire in us with prayers!!! Pray in the morning and night, gather a few friends to pray together in church. Pray, pray for God's kingdom to come, for Heaven to be on earth! HALLELUJAH! One experience from our En dance team. Yesterday during our dance practice, we didn't dance at all because we were filled by the Holy Spirit for 2 hours! There was deliverance and we prayed with tears for our lost family members. It must be after the conference, where all of us are stirred up and Holy Spirit can work greatly in us, so yup continue to pray in Holy Spirit and remain burning for Christ!:D

Thank God for these cute brother and sisters who brought great joy to my life!:D

2009-06-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

Yay! Praise God that I succeeded in my Daniel fast today! Thank God that my desire for food has decreased! I wanted to study at Starbucks today but there wasn't any available table so no choice I had to go BK and I was tempted by the smell of the Chicken Sandwich! But Praise God it wasn't a very strong temptation. My stronger temptation was waffle when I passed by a bakery shop and I'm always attracted by the smell of waffle! Oh esp those waffles that are crispy on the outside and soft inside with a spread of chocolate! Wooash! I remember those waffle days in JC where we would cross the road to have a waffle and will tell the uncle that we wanted extra crispy!:D

Anyway I was hungry when I reached home and guess what I saw when I opeed the fridge? FRUITS!!! Lots of fruits! LOL!!! There's apples, kiwis, strawberries, lychees. So I happily ate the strawberries and lychees, thanking God!

Oh God continue to make my desire for food die and just hunger for Your daily bread. I desire for Yor fresh bread from the oven every morning and night. I desire for You Jesus. You are the bread. If You can feed four thousand people with just 5 loaves and 2 fishes and make them satisfied, I believe that You can feed me with your daily bread and I will be satisfied even with little food or not appetizing food.

I'm hungry for You! Fresh, crispy bread!:D

Something important I learned from Jaeson Ma today: Is the purpose of your prayer revival or to please God's heart? If your purpose is just revival, then you'll be disappointed when you see nothing happening but if your purpose is to please God, then you will be faithful in prayers no matter what happened or nothing happens. However, we still need to pray for revival because it's God's heart:D

2009-06-15T23:50:00.004+08:00

Haha thanks everyone for your encouragement. I was shocked that there's still people visiting this rusty blog.. Lol.

I wanted to try the daniel fast today.
I had fruits in the morning, yong tau foo soup for lunch and lychee drink. I had a wonderful time with the Lord today!

But... When I've reached home, I couldn't control myself! Once i started eating, I can't stop!:(

Sorry God i failed once again. I let myself be controlled by my flesh.. And I hate it! I hate to be fleshly. I'll try again. I will continue an not give up and rest until I no longer am controlled by my flesh!

Anyway met shiya and weilin to shop today. Praise God for the good fellowship and bonding. Looking forward to dancing together!! Pray for us!

Oh and and!!! I saw a vision today! I saw myself as a beautiful bride(Though doesn't look like me but I know it's me!) and Jesus is my bridegroom(Can't see His face but I know it's Him), and He was carrying me in His arms:D I'm very happy! Cos I know that God is preparing me to be His bride! He's dolling me up with righteous accessories! Yays! I'm happy! Praise the Lord! Though I'm so imperfect, He loves me and prepare me to become a beautiful bride for Him! Oh sanctify me everyday God, let this be my prayer.

2009-06-14T23:29:00.004+08:00

I keep falling again and again and again... I feel that my life is in such a mess. Everytime when I'm filled with hope and faith, I'll fall quickly the next moment. My joy in me has been stolen again and again and again. When I desire to do great things for God, I'll start to feel negative the next moment... Oh what a wretch I am. I keep doing the things I hate and not doing the things I love.
I want to fast and pray, I want to spend lots of time reading Your words and be filled by Your Holy Spirit but I'm overwhelmed by strong resistance. The more I want to fast, the more tempted I will and I will eat alot. Then the devil will make me guilty and make me eat more. This has become a bad habit. Once I do something that pleases myself but displeases God, I'll do more, thinking that since I've already done it. BUt in the end, it brought me more pain and guilt instead. Oh what a sinner I am! I've been struggling with my values, my discipline, my fleshly desires, my bad habits..

God I want to thank you for accepting me and loving me though I am so imperfect and so unworthy! Lord I thank you for all my weaknesses for because I know what a lousy person I am that I will rely on your grace, depend on you, and be amazed by your great love for me for you love me despite all my uglyness.

Dear God, I just want to trust in You. I'm going to fast for the next 3 days because I love you and I desire heaven to be on earth which is Your will. I desire to do your will, I desire salvation for all my friends and I will put on the armour of God every moment of everyday and the shield of faith will resist all the devil's attacks and I will attack the devil with the Sword, the word of God! I will fight for You God cos I love You!!

I will trust in You, I TRUST YOU, I TRUST YOU, I TRUST YOU, I TRUST YOU, I TRUST YOU, I TRUST YOU, I TRUST YOU!!! I TRUST IN YOUR EVERLASTING LOVE! AMEN!

2009-06-13T00:14:00.002+08:00

Have you ever imagined God as a romantic lover?
If God dances, He will have the best moves and He can spin a thousand times in the air!
If God sings, He will have the best vocals and could reach the highest note!
If God composes, His music pieces will be a million times or more better than Beethoven!
So since God is love, He's the perfect & most romantic lover!

In meteor garden, Dao Ming Shi was super duper rich, living in a super duper luxurious mansion, wearing the coolest outfits everyday and had hundreds of servants serving him from head to toe, yet because of his love for a commoner who was not pretty or smart, he was willing to leave his life of luxury and become a commoner to be with the girl. And because of his great wealth, he could give the girl anything in the world! Not only that, he took much thoughts about what the girl likes and tried to give her the best in everything.

Jesus lives in a big and beautiful paradise in heaven, robed with the finest cloths and have millions of angels serving Him and worshipping Him, yet because of His great love for us, left His throne in heaven to descend as a baby boy born in a haystack for horses. Lived 33 years on earth with sinners and poor fishermen. He has the strength to move the biggest mountain yet chose to live in a human body where muscles fatigue easily. He didn't need to eat or sleep yet he chose to live in a human body which goes hungry and tired... Jesus faced all kinds of temptations, food, luxuries, fleshly desires, but He's holy and has never sinned. He also suffered all kinds of sufferings we may be facing, betrayer, poor, accusations and PAIN!! MUCH PAIN! He went through all these because He wants to feel what we feel, He wants to feel the struggles we face so that He can understand us...

God's love is perfect. His love is sacrificial. He sacrificed His life by dying on the cross for us because He's holy. Only the holy can die for the unholy. He carried all of our sins to the cross and died for us so that we don't need to die and whoever believe in Him shall not die and live in paradise with Him until eternity! This is true love and the greatest love.

If you long to be loved like how Dao Min Shi love Shan cai, in this romantic love relationship, God is all that you need for He loves you more than anything and longs to give you the best! Open your heart to Him to allow His love to enter into your heart.

If you're willing, say this short prayer:
Dear Jesus, thank you for creating me and loving me for who I am and dying on the cross for me. I confess that I am a sinner. Come and wash my sins away with your blood and I invite you to come and live in my heart and be the Lord of my life. Show me more and more of your love each day and help me to know more about your great love. I want to experience your great love for me which i cannot find in anywhere in this world. Thank you Lord, in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

2009-03-22T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today marks the new beginning of the Chui family! Finally this day that has been so long awaited has come! God has given us a new hope! God renewed Daddy's faith and Daddy Aaron and Mommy Lydia are remarried in Christ today! Daddy bought Mommy a diamond ring today and Mommy was over the moon! Their Spirits are as one now and from today onwards, the Chui Family's spirits are as one! God is our only One! The whole house shall serve the Lord our God together! Woohoo!!! Praise the Lord! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

P.S I received a very nice necklace today too! God is my protector always and I will always trust in Him:)

2009-03-18T17:41:00.006+08:00

I still can't believe that I'm 20 years old already. It seems like yesterday when I had my 19th birthday party and now I'm 20 already! Time really flies before I can catch hold of it. The scripture "teach me to number my days..." is so true. I must really number my days and live my best everyday.

Forget about the aging part, I had a great 20th birthday! I booked a hut in Sentosa and spent my birthday and post birthdays with my beloved girls at Sentosa and Vivo! On Sunday, my birthday, my dad drove me and keli from church to Vivo to book the late night movie tickets and reserved a table at White Dog Cafe for dinner. Then we headed to Sentosa to check in and to my "surprise", Shiya and Weilin were already inside the nicely decorated hut! It was a "surprise" because I was meant to be surprised that they were there but it's was quite obvious. Haha! Nevertheless, I really love it! The deco added colors to the dull-looking hut and I felt really loved and special by the efforts:) Thanks girls! Love ya all!

This is the tiny nicely-decorated hut(:

The "surprised" me. Haha!

K & J

W & J

S & J

I feel loved!

We had dinner at White Dog Cafe with Shuting(:

This Durian smoothie tastes really rich & yummy!(:

This choc fudge cake is truly heavenly with choc oozing out!(:

These spicy drumettes are crispy!

After dinner, They brought me outside Vivo for B&J ice-cream to sing me bday song! haha. It was a nice view there, however, we had very little time spent there as we had to rush for our movie. We caught Departure and it was a funny and touching show. I love it! But it was quite a sad ending cos he could only see his dead father:(

That's the end of our first day, 15th March 2009. Will continue another day as I need to rush off to a church for worship now:) Thank God for everything! I love You the most!

2009-03-13T11:07:00.003+08:00

Wow i did so many things yesterday after so many days of hibernation. Lol.

Weilin, shiya and her sis came over my house for haircut in the morning. Weilin gave me a shock by reaching abnormally early at 945am when my hairdresser friend was coming at only 1030am! That was because she thought we were meeting at 930am. Haha. So it was still normal for her to reach at 945am. :P

Wendy was so happy to see Sylvia jie cos she wants to get a haircut like the gal in 愛就宅一起 drama. She's really drama queen lor and everyone commented on her courage to cut that hairstyle. lol. She seems to like it alot and i would say it's cute la. Tt's her. haha:)

After the haircut session, everyone was with bangs except me. Lol. Bangs is not for me. I think weilin look the best with bangs cos of the shape of her face and her hair is thick. Oh yah it's super thick! And most of the hair i swept is hers! But she did repay me by painting my nails so beautifully in metallic pink:D I love it! She's really good at it but too bad i ruined some of them cos i couldn't wait for them to dry:(

We headed down to Bugis v8 for lunch before shopping. They still have the free soup promotion with main course and the soup of the day was corn soup! Yummy!

I had my eye on a jumper type of black high waist skirt in Bugis junction. I think it's very cute and classy but it was 30plus so the gals suggested that I go Bugis village to take a look first and I'm happy with the denim high waist skirt I bought there. It's casual and sweet and is only 10bucks! Super worth it!:D Actually shiya liked it first but she's nice to let me buy it with her:D Thanks gal!

At night auntie and I accompanied my grandma to hospital for check up and it was my first time sitting in an ambulance, It wasn't like what I see in tv cos it wasn't an emergency and the waiting time is really loooooong! We waited for about 45mins for the ambulance to come and we waited 2hrs plus for the specialize and for her check my grandma cos it was night time so less doctors around... And after the check up, we waited for another 45mins for the ambulance to come to send us back... Thus never to go hospital for check up at night! The ambulance is more ex at nite too! Unless it's emergency la... However, it was quite an eye-opening trip to the hospital as we saw many ambulances sending casualties one after another. Some were bloody but were already bandaged, some were unconscious, some look perfectly normal and some were crying... It's shocking that so many people are at health risk every moment everyday...

Auntie and I took some pictures to pass the time away... This pic is posted just for laugh. haha!

2009-03-12T08:02:00.003+08:00

Yay! Praise the Lord! I'm so much better today! Can go out shopping with my gals today! Wheee!! Haha! God is so good! Praise Hm everyday regardless of what difficulties you have for victory and healing is in Him! Later shiya and weilin coming my house for haircut by my church friend. They want to cut bangs. haha! I think they will look cute together. Lol. Then we going shopping after that. woohooo!!! I haven't been shopping for ages! REjoice!

2009-03-11T18:27:00.002+08:00

My eyes have been infected for 6days already! Spent most of the days sleeping at home... My eyes are tired and i feel drowsy all the time. What a waste of time. Thank God it's my holidays now and I'm much better today. I'm really excited about my coming weekends. I'm really sure that I'll be completely well by then cos I believe that God loves me and will give me an unforgettable 20th birthday:D

Finished watching a korean drama, Tree of heaven, to pass my time away staying at home... It's a super touching love story about a strong and true love between this couple but they couldn't be together because their parents remarried each other and they are siblings-by-law. The guy in the show kept his promise of protecting the girl always and in the end, he sacrificed his life by giving his heart to the girl so that the girl can stay alive after a car accident. It's a sad ending but it showed me how great the love of Jesus is. He's always around me to protect me and He died on the cross for me so that I can live in heaven eternally. He's the perfect lover who gives complete security(:

"For God so loved the world that He gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16.

Anyway here's a pic of my scary red eye. Haha!

2009-03-05T10:19:00.003+08:00

Yay! Thank God auntie is so much better today!:D Means this will be the last day I'm doing housework!:P
Yippie! Finally I'm getting out of house today. Haha. but I really enjoyed these few days staying @ home.
Spending so much time with auntie and God. I love it! I don't mind staying home everyday. haha! But need to get out of house today cos need to do research for article and need to find malay bible for auntie. haha:D

Just finished reading this book 'He chose the nails' by Max Lucado and it really helped me understand God's love alot. At some point of reading, I really feel like crying. There's just so much God did for me that I didn't realize... Dear friends, if you want to know how much Jesus loves you, or you how much Jesus has done for you, go and read this book:)

This is the mystery of the riches of divine grace for sinners; for by a wonderful exchange our sins are now not ours but christ's and Christ's righteousness is not Christ's but ours
-Martin Luther

2009-03-03T22:52:00.005+08:00

Hi dear friends.
These days I've been experiencing something different in life. I'm living the life of my maid now. HAHA!
My mum is over in Thailand and my maid is down with very serious sore eyes/eyes infection that she can't open her eyes now and has visited the clinic twice and the hospital eye specialist twice. So now i need to take care of my maid, grandma and the house!
BUt i want to thank God that through this, my relationship with my maid is better and she received Christ yesterday! Woohooo!!! It's a sense of indescribable joy when a soul is saved. I believe that my mum has been doing the hard work in working on the field and i'm just reaping it. haha! Thank God for giving me this chance to share Jesus with her and giving me this chance to take care of her. I didn't know doing housework can be so fun! I feel a sense of satisfaction after doing housework and looking after my maid and grandma, I think this is only a temporary thing la. I think I'll be sick of doing housework after a week. Please God! Make her well by tmr!!! =P
My maid is really strong. I wonder how she "tahan" doing the same thing everyday for years.. This made me really appreciate her alot. She's really important in the family. Without her, the house will be in a big mess! :P

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2009-02-26T00:18:00.004+08:00

Slumdog millionaire is such a nice show to catch!

The lead, Jamal is really admirable for his courage, innocence and devotion to his love. He doesn't live for money or power but just to be with his loved one. I think when we really love something, we will sacrifice our lives for it. How much you sacrifice will resemble how much you love...

It's heart-breaking to see how the kids are being exploited, like how a boy was made blind to earn money through begging and girls are being sold to brothels... I really can't imagine if this happens in Singapore... It made me feel really thankful that i'm not the one in there...

The show has quite a number of laughable scenes too especially during their childhood. Jamal was so cute! haha. The kids were poor but led contented and happy lives in their slumps.

Overall, it's a really larger than life show, very much worth watching:)

2009-02-23T11:03:00.002+08:00

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God bless all with good health!

2009-02-08T23:52:00.006+08:00

Yep I'm finally posting something. Not sure if anyone still comes around but if you did, den hope you'll continue to read this short post:)
Last week a pri sch friend of mine just passed away. I wasn't close to him but I attended his wake and I didn't expect myself to feel so sad. You see, he's just 20yrs old, a yr3 poly student who probably has a bright future ahead of him. Through this, God told me that life is really short. There's no time in wasting. Stop being distracted and irritated by little things and live everyday like it's the last day of life cos you never know when it is. Love God, love and forgive everyone around you. It really spurred me to just make myself available for God everyday cos I really don't want to miss a single thing that He has for me. I don't want to miss out on His love which He wants to give me so readily. The fact that He loves me is my joy and strength and I don't need anything else to make me happy:) The world will leave me one day but God's love will never change. He's the everlasting God and this fact is my hope and security in life:)

2008-11-01T11:42:00.012+08:00

Wheeeeeeee!!! Yesterday's party was fun! Nope it wasn't halloween party, it was keli's birthday party! We threw her a surprise party and we caught her surprised from the begining till the end. HAHA!

The whole plan went like this:

First, we said we're meeting at tamp mall for dinner(to make it sound boring and it's easier to say meet in the east)

Then i called her to ask her help me find my keys in church b4 going tamp mall cos i left it there earlier and without keys i can't go home late=p

We went church much earlier to decorate the church mini library.(luckily the room is small to decorate)

Then we hid behind the black cloths until she appearred and surprised her! (at first thought she'll be freaked out cos the place really look like halloween party with the lights off but too bad she's too smart to know that we decorated the place for her, still, it was a pleasant surprise!:D)

Decorating the mini library...

Twist with purple:D

Twist with happy birthday banner

Iris climbing high to put up the deco... So irresistibly cute!:D

The Birthday Princess! Pretty!!!

Birthday Princess n her BFFs

Lol, iris in halloween mood

Birthday Princess & Shuilin

Party food(the table very pink hor?)

Shiya has high camera awareness

Playing Loot. Now i understand why iris always want to play cos it's really fun!

Keli is playing with her wand like a psychic:p

After playing the game, Jon came and gave keli another surprise with the birthday cake!(of cos we planned this too:)) This time she was really surprised!!!!! yay!!!!

Her fav oreo ice cream cake:D

I wish i can become a princess...

***Tada!!

Princess with prince charming...

Ok the proper one...

awwwww.... wad a lovely surprise to see you!

7th year friendships anniversary:D

Yeah the room is small but cozy:D

Playing a song for birthday princess? yea AS IF! HAHA!

OK celebration's over... taking down the deco...

And the room looks like this! very different rite?

CAn't wait for the next party! CHRISTMAS!!!! :D

Ok that's all for the time being... there's still some very funny videos but will upload another time. Overall i want to thank God that everything went well. Thou there were some uncertainties and hiccups, everything still went on smoothly and the celebration ended really perfectly=D Thank God that everything happened for the good for us=) Really enjoyed the whole process of planning, preparing and of cos the whole celebration! Birthday is such a great chance to bond with friends and share happy moments with friends. Happy friendships to us!!! Cheers!!!!

2008-10-27T22:13:00.005+08:00

Today i had a wonderful first time experience of free dance. It's like contemporary dance where you just have to open yourself up and dance all your heart and feelings out. It's really powerful cuz you can just be yourself and give your whole body, soul and heart to the Lord and encounter God while dancing. It can be a dance of warfare, revelation, healing and worship. Thou most of us don't have dance background but it's amazing how God can use each and everyone of us to bring out His message. When we were dancing, we were no longer in control of our bodies but we allowed God to move every part of us which is really amazing. However, it's good to have dance background cuz God can remind you to use the techniques and steps that you have learnt to make the dance more beautiful for Him and for the audience to see the beautiness of the Lord.

In case some of you wonder what i mean by free dance, i'll just describe some of the things we did. There were many different coloured cloths, streamers, flags and tambourines available, so what the instructors did was just play a music and ask some of us to choose anything to dance and the audience will pray for the dancers and get some revelation/story/interpretation from the dance which can be personal or to be shared with. Sometimes we get the same revelation=) This dance is really powerful cuz while we were dancing, we could really feel being empowered by the Holy spirit. Some of them said that they don't know why they just did that movement and they couldn't control themselves. My own experience is that the Lord told me to take the blue cloth and dance around like His living waters/Holy spirit filling up the earth and amazingly, a gal was dacing around with a purple streamer which looks like God was painting and creating the earth and a guy was dancing aggressively with an orange cloth which displayed God's passion and love for His creation and guess wad? The title of the music was something to do with creation as well!!! God is awesome! While i was sitting there as an audience, i got revelation from the dance as each one of them danced in their own ways. Some danced gracefully, some aggressively, somewalked, some jumped, thou some movements are not professional but God still speak thru them and ministered to me, i'm totally amazed!!!

Another thing i learned for the first time is prayer dance. It's equally amazing. We were asked to dance from one end of the studio to the other end and while we dance, we pray in our hearts and give all our burdens and struggles to God which is displayed in our dance. when we reached the other end of the studio, we touched the red cloth(blood of Jesus) and we have to dance back to our original place freely and joyfully, where we no longer carry our burdens! The significance of this prayer dance body language cuz it's the most powerful language. We can see people's feelings by just looking at their facial expression and their body movements. When someone said she's happy but she's not smiling or has shagged shoulders you'll know that she's bluffing, so instead of praying with our mouths, it's gd to pray with our bodies!=D

We also used prayer dance to pray for each other in pairs using dance instead of mouth and it's powerful and ministering as well! It's was a great experience!!!

Thank God for giving me a breakthrough in dancing for Him:D

2008-10-23T17:59:00.006+08:00

I'm here to blog about ytd and i've got so much to say abt my day! I woke up early in the morning to report at Physiokit(private physio clinic at Camden medical centre in orchard) at 8am. It's a really nice and comfy place unlike hospital and i immediately fell in love with the place! I first got attached with a sports physio, Jessica. I observed her doing sports massage for her patients and stretching their tight muscles and she taught me alot while stretching and massaging her patients=D It's really fun to be with her cos she not only taught me alot but also communicated alot with her patients and they are like her good friends. I also got to ask her and her patients questions without hesitation to get a better understanding=)

In the afternoon i got attached with another very experienced pt, Melissa while she's attending to a patient and she also taught me alot=)

Overall i enjoyed the learning, the communication with the patients who are mostly caucasion and helping the PAs=) But working in private clinic is not tt easy. The therapist must be very experienced & must has good communication skills to win the patients' trust and build up good reputation of the clinic.

Met tris for dinner after tt and we headed to tanglin village for B&J!! It was my 1st time there which is just a few stops away from tanglin mall and the place is beautiful at night! It really looks like a village of restaurants and i think the restaurants there are really high class. Anyway the B&J there is beautiful and classy! It's a nice place to chill & relax & play bingo=p

The photos give a better explanaion=)

Choc brownie with choc therapy ice cream. We couldn't taste the ice cream cos of the brownie. haha. The brownie is gd but i think Billy bomber's still the best!=D

Strawberry Cheesecake Milkshake=)

2008-10-19T23:05:00.005+08:00

Finally pol-ite is over and nyp gals team got bronze. Thou was disappointed at myself, I'm really encouraged by some of my friends and team mates. I feel really loved and comforted by their words and actions. And i enjoyed my weekend alot. I felt God's great love as He is also sad with me when I'm sad and He longs for me to become successful. The time will come=D

Taken by vicky=D

My 'trophy' =D

The most beautifully made trophy with a halo, wings and love=D

Happy! heehee

2008-09-28T01:04:00.002+08:00

Baked chocolate walnut muffin today! Wheee! So addicted to baking now. haha! I need a weighing machine!! I've been using beaker for measurement n it's such a nuisance! Thou brownie is nicer cos got more choco, sugar n butter, muffin is much healthier cos mostly milk instead of butter n sugar! So don't feel sinful when eating. haha!!

Today cell group is so fun! We "climbed" Mount Faber n picnic at Henderson Wave! It's such a cool bridge n the scenary is cool with green=D Den we sang praises and shared about friendship and was glad that wenwen shared abt yuhan n yujie being her gd friends in need n guilan(shuilin's friend) n shuilin shared about being honest in friendship which are the main points on the topic! God is good! I know He's leading us. He gave us a good weather n a great fellowship. I love God! I love my cellgroup!=D

Chocolate Walnut Muffins=D

2008-09-27T10:33:00.005+08:00

Went class chalet on 23rd(tues) to BBQ and stayed over till the next day late morning=) We booked Changi Chalet K which is quite a big 2 stories chalet with living room, dinning room, kitchen and 4 bedrooms upstairs and it only costs $70 for 2 nights! It's a special price civil citizens and it's a non-peak period thus it's cheap=) I expected the place to be super ulu n dirty but actually Chalet K is not ulu cos it's not deep inside and Bus 29 stops right outside the chalet! The place is very neat and clean too! =D

Class Photo @living room of Chalet K.. not the whole class thou

BBQ...BBQ wholesale is gd!=D

Playing a game called First Hand where you have to do the hand action shown on the card with your partner, the person on the right uses right hand and the person on the left uses left hand. The slowest will have to take the card and be the judge to see who's the slowest for the next round. The fun thing is that some actions are impossible so when it's impossible, you'll have to cross ur hand with your partner! Imagine playing this fast reaction game in the middle of the night, it's crazy!

2008-09-27T02:12:00.005+08:00

Something I learnt from real life.
It's alright to make mistake. But it's a must to salvage it before it gets worse and remember not to commit the same mistake again...
It is through mistakes that we learn, through mistakes that we grow and through mistakes we get a better understanding of ourselves and others.
In a friendship, grace is ALWAYS needed readily to cover all mistakes and the act of grace is to forgive readily AT ALL TIMES. Apology should be a readily tool. Be the first to apologize even if it's not totally your fault.
Lord please help me to remember from my mistakes and thank You for allowing all these mistakes so that i can learn=)

2008-09-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

I finally made brownie today! haha! Have been wanting to bake since the starting of holidays cos i love to eat brownie so much but kept pushing it until ytd i asked shiya n keli if they want to come over my house to make brownie together. haha. And iris came too and with everyone's effort, it was a success! yays! And i realized brownie is so easy to make. Much easier than muffins and cookies cos u just pour the whole mixture into a pan and into the oven unlike muffin n cookies where i need to bake a few times to finish up the mixture.

Yay! Brownie shall be my fav bakery from now onwards! Who wants to order Jessie's Brownie? Please make an order now. I charge $10 per 9cm by 16cm tray. wahaha!

2008-08-15T17:19:00.004+08:00

Yay! 3 cheers for Singapore Table Tennis Team! We got into finals!! Wooohoo!!! I'm in a super duper ecstatic mood right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Singapore Table Tennis Team is going to get a medal in olympics!!!!! Finally after 43 years!!!! And It's either a gold or silver!!!! WoooHooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shout for joy all Singaporeans!!!! =D

Watched the whole semi-finals aganist Korea and the almost 4hrs game is definitely worth watching! The games were so intense and exciting esp Li Jia Wei's and Feng Tian Wei's game! It truely reflected the players' determination and skills. You girls are so so damn cool!

I think Li Jia Wei's game is like the longest and really physical and mind-exhausting game cos the Korean's defence is damn gd lah. Thou' Jia Wei lost but i still think she had done really well and the last match was a close one. Her patience level is damn high to play so many balls with long rallies=) And her match made me jump up and down the couch and really brought my excitment level to the peak!

Feng Tian Wei is damn cool lah. I love her style. Offensive n has gd reflexes. Her last match was very exciting too! many unbelievable balls by both Tian Wei n her opponent=)

2008-08-14T21:36:00.004+08:00

Today's mugging place is cafe galilee!(Bedok lib) Went with sis but she kept using the net, reading storybooks and magazines. haha. It's a much more quiet place than mac. Not only is the environment conducive, the food is nice too! & the best part? It's near my house! hahaha!

Experienced something all these while of studying. That whenever I start praising God n giving Him thanks, my stress is gone. that's because when I lay on eyes upon the source of hope, joy, peace & love, i know that there's nothing i need to worry about. All my needs is in His hands. But many times i failed to do so, i got worried and stressed again. Remind me Jesus, that Your grace is sufficient for me=)

OK i'm tired. Slp early n stay calm tmr=) God bless all!

Black pepper chix n cookies n cream ice blended coffee! nice nice!

2008-08-14T00:27:00.004+08:00

Yeah spent the day at bedok princess mac with the 2 crazy gals again! Thanks for accompanying me the whole day. Haha. I know u 2 must be really bored to come up with games like hitting and slapping each other. But it's definitely a great time studying with the 2 of u around=)

so boring...

Zzzz...

hang on....

I give up! Studies' not my thing!

Let's play! (to tris)

This is from tris=)

N this is back for you=)

2008-08-13T22:11:00.012+08:00

Happened to find all the photos of taiwan and christmas last yr n they definitely brought back lots of memories. I miss Taiwan! The life there was so carefree! No worries n we live everyday by faith. I really want this kind of life. Pace in Singapore is too fast! N there's so little time for God. I really miss those long long times with u Lord. Just worship You and being with You all day...

Miss the fun time we had together=)

Food there is nice n cheap=)

Celebrated mum's bday there=)

At tw airport with mummy=)

CHRISTMAS PHOTOS!!!

Looking at these Christmas party photos, I'm really so proud of my cg. They're really gifted from God from planning the programmes to decorating the place. It's really like a wonderland isn't it? N i remember every1 putting in effort to paint, put up the decorations and prepare the food. There's was such strong sense of identity and bonding among us. Really looking forward to the next BIG THING. I'm sure God has installed many other BIG THINGS for us cuz He's a BIG GOD!

2008-08-13T09:43:00.003+08:00

I've not being studying hard. I've been very relaxed in studies. There's still alot of things yet to study... BUT right now, I'm just going to forget the past and work hard towards the exams no matter if i can finish sudy or not! Praise the Lord!

Going mac to study with tris later! yays!=D

2008-08-12T18:46:00.004+08:00

Ended up staying home all day cos it was raining n was so nice to slp... Haha but i managed to study too=)

I think sometimes i'm a perfectionist. Which is really bad. Because I procrastinate and give up when things cannot be perfect. But nothing's perfect! So I'm always procrastinating. I need to get rid of this habit now before i's too late. Yes! Nothing's perfect! Fairytales do not exisit! Only God is perfect! Therefore I only look up to Him. No one is perfect...

ANyway rejoice! Cos God loves our imperfections! Because we are imperfect that we need God! He loves us to be totally dependent on Him, just like a baby to the parents. N God see all of us as beautiful, as His precious=D Yippie!

BLOODIE'S BURGER! Yummy!

2008-08-12T02:46:00.004+08:00

Weekend was great fun! Sat(Nationl Day) Went ecp for cg. We found a nice spot to picnic, the breeze was cooling, the game was fun, den suddenly the skies turned grey and soon, we felt water droplets on our skins. So we quickly packed up and inverted the mats over our head and off we go towards the hawker. Then the rain became heavier n we were trapped in the hawker, right outside the toilet! But we carried on with our worship. We praised God in the hawker! Yes we did! n it brought joy to us despite the dampening storm. Ppl got interested/irritated by our loud singing and stared at us but we paid no attention as long as God likes it!=D A woman(from china) was amused and came over to hear us sing. She thought we were singing national songs! lol! Den sunshine cg joined us and dried the seats for us! So we all settled down at the hawker and started sharing! It was a short word n we had dinner together after tt. Tried durian beancurd for the 1st time. It just tasted like durian but the durian is nice=) I think i ate alot of durian last week due to the post durian festival. durian is so chaep now n my mum bought ALOT! n they are nice!=D Thank God the rain stopped n so we carried on with our picnic. We camwhored n took alot of unglam photos and caught the FIREWORKS! It was quite far away so it wasn't very nice but it doesn't matter cos we had fun!

Sunday after dance prac went siglap to eat Blooie's Burger! yumyum!=D After dinner we headed down to ecp again! lol. this time not to picnic but to the coffee bean to study. It was such a condusive place to study tt i managed to study for 3hrs plus despite having the 2 crazy girls ard. luckily there's laptop to entertain them.

haha... didn't study much today. Kept watching videos of ppl singing. hahaha.. since i can't throw my dear lappy out of the house, i'll sacrifice n make myself out of the house tmr!

the not so unglam pics which are displayable..

Something learnt today: Sometimes you have to lose something to gain something bigger=)

2008-08-06T22:33:00.004+08:00

Today my whole class wore red! Goddness! i didn't noe the whole class will wear red lah... i tot onli a few will wear. Luckily i decided to wear something close to red or else i'll become damn extra n odd.

Today's last day of sch! yays! N also the last training... ZHR taught me how to play with the bat. I'm like re-learning table tennis. haha. But the bat really very shiok. Can hit the ball super fast. Hope i won't forget how to play after exams...

Man! I still can't believe exams' coming... I'm in a total holiday mood now.. cos no sch! yay! Ok hope this feeling will change tmr. I MUST STAY OUT OF MY HOUSE TMR!! Cos home is so not a condusive place to study. There's internet, tv, fridge, yes FRIDGE! n BED!

Anyway today we got our posting for a week clinical attachment from 28thAug n i'm posting to SGH with fannie jiejie!! =D yays! we were super happy tt we were posted to the same place lah!! cos alot of ppl were posted alone in an institution n i think SGH is a gd place. Went there once for a lesson. yays! can't wait for clinical to start. can meet jiejie at bedok for breakfast everyday den go SGH n home together everyday! so cool!!!

Ok some photos to end the day. Mug hard tmr everyone!

We definitely love sg!

Previous class photos taken at the beginning of the sem=D

This is taken quite some time ago at the campus crusade event. I think the antenas are cute=D n YES! I sorta miss campus crusade...